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Fairy Mercury is a famous Freddie Mercury (of the 1970s) lookalike/incarnate.

"This day and age Freddie Mercury" claims his adoring fans

Pomp And Circumstance

My precious fans, we might already have to create a new page. Didn't we just create this one a few weeks ago? Apparently, we filled it up so fast. I believe it's why we're experiencing issues. It's getting too long. I start rehearsals for my Paris, France shows tomorrow. We are having such a lovely time here. A lot of important ballet people, and I am completely exhausted at day's end. France, are you ready for some glam rock 'n roll and ballet this weekend?!

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Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Fairy (once again) gave me (why me, I would not know) honours to present you latest photos. I tease her, 'you should be my photographer, who needs Goldman?' Wild laughter, then she purrs, 'Rudy darling, I can't believe you shared what you did with Greg. You know, the bit about me being such a naughty tart wanting to photograph you after I've - well, you know. Now all my precious honies were looking at the photos I've taken of you to see your expression.'

I must say, this embarrassed me. Recent photo was not taken in that manner. She just took it during one of our sightseeing of Paris. The photo of her is so very alluring, is it not? Effeminate creature.

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Hello dears. This thing is already loading annoyingly slow. It has just now turned after 4pm here in France (as you European honies may already know). The final rehearsals for my Friday and Sat. concert dates just wrapped up. Ahhh! Tomorrow is the (first of) the big day!!

Myself, Pavlova and his Haze Theatre troupe (who, as you know, are on tour with me) are so ready for you Paris, France!! So get ready for two wild yet grand nights of glam rock 'n roll and ballet!!

Then we are onto Munich, Germany. That will end the European leg of my tour. The second leg of my tour will be back home in England.

Haze Theatre/Pavlova estate

Not For Use

About yesterday, Greg (like me ...)  is shy, especially when he is teased. Of course, he went off here and didn't reply any more after I teased him. I told Rudy that and he told me, 'I find eet surprising, because, as you know, diva personality are obnoxious loud verbal demanding fools. Not attractive.' (which I agree). He is so fucking sexy and romantic!

He took my black nails left hand, caressing the back of it, his blue-grey eyes gazing at me breathing, 'unlike you, baby, with your sensuously soft spoken purr.' I pulled my hand away, I mean, I just can't - EVER! I turned away, pretending to busy myself with something. I could hear him quietly laugh. Then I heard him say, as I felt him petting the back of my long midnight black hair, 'Tell me (pause) femmka, (I felt embarrassed!!...) why you unable to say blow job to me? We talk of sex we have, yes?' It was too obvious me telling him you, my precious fans, being in the fan club comments posting about looking up past photos of him I had taken to see the expression on his face, after what he (I still couldn't believe it!) shared with Greg about me photographing him after sucking his enormous fucking cock, made him horny ...

Mmm, I had to admit though, dears, it was rather arousing ... I sat there and thought of the satisfaction one must feel (that I myself feel) when you sexually please your partner, seeing the sexed up, aroused, look of ecstasy on their face

afterwards. I wish I knew his inner most intimate thoughts when he looks at me afterwards. What he does to me ...

Maybe once he reads this ....

Any way, the sightseeing excursion we went on, that I took the most recent photo of him. It was very windy. I had my lips ... glossed ... the wind blew a strand of my hair clinging to my lips. I on purposely left it, hoping he would be romantic and move my hair from my lips. I mean, it is truly the only time he ever goes shy around me. I could see he was very aroused by it ... I'll end there... Be ready, Paris, France!!! -- Fairy xx

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Hello dears. I trust you had a wonderful weekend. France, thank you for a marvellous time!! I wish we could stay longer. We had so much fun here over the past 2 weeks. Wednesday we will be off to Munich, Germany.

The whole not posting over the weekend bit didn't quite work out did it, dears? Although I am very busy with my two shows I always schedule for Friday and Sat., we usually try to find time to at least post on Sunday. So with that said, we're going back to how it was. We just didn't like the idea of that strange (I don't even believe it's accurate) 'daily insights' report. AGAIN, it showed 'your site is most popular at 8am Monday'. Rudy even told me that confuses him because it should be 'most popular' during the weekends when I'm performing my concerts. Then the 8am bit is odd, because why the hell would people be looking at a rockstar's website that early and on a Monday. I'm not saying you can't, but it really is strange. So enough on that! We're scraping the no weekends bit.

According to Haze Theatre's marketing director, that foolish 'your site is most popular at 8am Monday' has forever been on the 'daily insights' practically since I've had my site.

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Now that I bored you to tears with that boring little negative bitch, we will be starting a new page, dears. Unfortunately, Repertoire became too long, all due to some tart's 'colourized concept art photos', of 'her' (rolls eye lined eyes) and 'her' (sexy) prince. HA! I have a wonderful surprise I'd like to start out the new page with. The new page will be titled (I cheated and got this one from a book on Queen. Omg! I am so awful!! Sorry for the unlike me unoriginality!) Pomp And Circumstance.

Definition of the term: the term pomp and circumstance describes a ceremony of grandeur, a very formal celebration

It seems so regal (most likely why it was being used in a book on the glam rock band Queen...) and so Freddie.

So ballet as well. Talking of ballet ... I mean, that tart posting that sex stuff (last thing that was posted before the weekend) and it's (androgyny...) man wouldn't even reply.... By the fan club comments, I know you honies were all waiting to see if one would come ... More on that on the new page, along with details on my Paris France concert.

Love and kisses to you all, darlings. See you on the new page which we hope to have started as of tomorrow.

Fairy xx

(Rudy darling, I chose the gif of me just for you. My sweaty ... tits ... erotically on full display in black velvet, rhinestone accented, wrap top)

From 'Mr. X' : Fairy, I am laughing so hard right now! What you wrote:

Unfortunately, Repertoire became too long, all due to some tart's 'colourized concept art photos', of 'her' (rolls eye lined eyes) and 'her' (sexy) prince. HA! I have a wonderful surprise I'd like to start out the new page with. The new page will be titled (I cheated and got this one from a book on Queen. Omg! I am so awful!! Sorry for the unlike me unoriginality!) Pomp And Circumstance.

Too campy!! You shined so blindly bright in France, and they loved you and your Russian prince's performance!

I wish I could see you perform in Munich. Freddie lived there for a while. His/her true home was always in London.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Because Liza's film 'Cabaret' took place in Germany where the real Kit Kat Club was. I'm glad you thought what I wrote was funny. I'm transferring some of the last bit of this page onto the new page so we can pick up there. France was magical. AHHH!!! I got to meet important ballet people while there!

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - She posts sexual message on public site Thursday. I didn't reply ... Weekend in France (including shows) were spent intense. She pouted ... upset because I don't reply to what she wrote. Then she turns bitch on me in (rather shy) confrontation - 'Rudy darling, you want me to talk about the sex we have -' does not finish.

If she wasn't Bohemian way of life, this would be perceived as rude, no etiquette ... I tell her, 'in person, Fairy. NOT on your website, flaunted to millions of adoring fans, like sordid gossip.' Later I learn, from little birdie ... she does this because she wants people to be jealous of her sex life. As was quite bluntly put to me: '...she has a very well-endowed, athletic man, from a famous legacy-lineage, that her slender little body can barely handle.' I laugh and little birdie asks me what is funny. I say, 'what came to mind is something I was told about Nureyev ... he approached a 'queen' and removed his towel he had around his waist. The 'queen' told him, 'I don't think I can handle that'. Turning Nureyev down because of how 'well-endowed' he was. His reply, 'well, if you change your mind -'

As for 'sweaty tits gif' she posts of herself ... I reply on new page.

#PhoenixReborntour

My precious fans, all of the above is the transferred section from Repertoire. Once we started creating this new page, we realized Repertoire wasn't all that long after all. So I don't know what the problem was. Oh well. Eventually we would have had to start a new page anyway.

 

Now for the surprise I said I had for you. This is something I have never done because it is a part of my 'strategy'. That is having 'photos' or a 'gallery' on my site. The reasons are this. I loathe when people will only look at photos. Or watch video. So to trick anyone who comes to my site, they are made to look through it to see photos of me being so

(1970s decade) Freddie. Otherwise, that's all curiosity seeking fools with no real interest will do is come and 'photos' link would be the most 'visited' page. Now, dears, you probably can ask me, well, why do you have a videos page?

I have my reasons ... Oddly, it isn't viewed half as much as my profile.

With that all explained, I have created a photo gallery ... exhibiting ... (sounds so Louvre. HA!) all my colourized concept art photos. As you can see, it's ridiculous. Every 'gallery' you can choose from crops off the photos because, apparently, you're supposed to click on them to see the full photo (rolls eye lined eyes). I just don't like crap like 'galleries' and such. Any way, (heavy sigh) please enjoy them even more so, dears, while I am off to Germany tomorrow. You're better off enjoying them as they were originally displayed on Repertoire and Pouncing and Pooving.

Since it was such a hit, so many of you posting in the fan club comments the 'shape divider' added such flair, I have added another before the footer. Will post more once we arrive in Munich. Love and kisses to you all, darlings. Fairy

From 'Mr. X' - Loyal Subjects, Fairy is glad you guys are in the fan club comments booing photo gallery and applauding her strategy of why the lack thereof. She truly is one unique individual, just as Freddie was. I am letting you know they have arrived safely in Germany and will post as soon as they get settled and get their bearings. Pavlova told me most likely not until tomorrow. Killer Queen is making history with her Phoenix Reborn tour. Thanks to you, her adoring fans! Buying tickets, supporting, and coming out to see her live performances. Each and every single date so far has completely sold out!! We've updated the homepage.

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It is already the end of the day here in Munich (as you European honies already know. You're an hour ahead of UK)

We spent the majority of the day sightseeing and are very exhausted. We will try to be on over the weekend and believe me, my precious fans.

Btw, my photographers were laughing. They hate photo gallery shit as much as I do. Philip Goldman's remark to me about what I posed, 'it is very lame for people to only look at photos. No way would I want photos Greg and I have taken, or even the photos you and Pavlova have taken of one another be displayed in a cheesy photo gallery, slideshow or whatever.' --- Any way, enough on that. Would you like to hear something funny, dears? My Teo Torriatte video is trolling that fucking Queen's LoserTube account. You know how that site will show recommended videos after you've watched a video? I'm going up against my clownish competition. **Laughs melodramatic hysterical mad laugh.

 

I can hardly wait until you hear the naughtiness I've got up to my first 2 days here in Munich. Living up to 'unruly creature' ... Thank you for your fandom, your true interested and support, my precious fans.  Fairy

 

My love for you knows no boundaries, my Russian prince, such as the message at the end of this video ...

About the video:
The first 1/2 has an explained intro. added.
The 2nd half was put together by Pavlova. He picked out live footage viVid Photo Studio's Greg Hastings filmed of Fairy to put the video together; accompanied by Fairy performing live, to you her adoring fans,

at several venues throughout her 2023 Fairy Soars summer tour.
Performances include:

  • Seven Seas Of Rhye

  • In The Lap Of The Gods

  • 2 different performances (partial and full) of Killer Queen

  • Bonus material - ballet danseur Pavlova watching and emulating Nureyev

A Look Back - 'Queen' Of Firsts?

While we wait for what is in store, I pulled this video from the videos page. When Fairy performed in Germany for the very first time on her 2023 Fairy Soars tour. This will be Killer Queen's very first time performing in Munich. Also, this was

was Fairy's first ever attempt at producing a video herself.

We will be bringing Fairy's profile up to date in the coming week, to keep it current.

Fairy Mercury's First Ever Self Produced Video!!

The video consists of Fairy performing:

In The Lap Of The Gods (live, Dresden Germany)

In The Lap Of The Gods ... Revisited (live, Berlin Germany)

Bohemian Rhapsody

Somebody To Love

From 'Mr. X': It is well after midnight in Europe, which includes Munich, Germany. Although I am not there, and wish

I was. I am laughing so hard as I write this. I was a bit surprised that I received a phone call from the multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova himself a few minutes ago. Usually, you will receive calls from his valet relaying

a message from him. I was so tempted to do a 'header' for this post and title it: Glam Rock Queen Fairy Mercury Enjoying The Sights and ... erm ... Sounds Of Munich.

I can not wait for you, Loyal Subjects, to hear what Fairy has been up to. Pavlova and his valet will post about it tomorrow. They went sightseeing again today, and it got too late. I'll do a little bit of a teaser lead-in. Remember how the divine lush creature's former PR man had a journalist write an article about her to be used for 'backlinks'? Her and her prince criticized one part, saying she wears leather and feathers and where the bloody hell was that being gotten from? Because Fairy DOESN'T! Like her beloved idol she is so eerily incarnate, Fairy adores being draped in satin, fur, velvet. Do your research ... Whereas her ballet bad boy does wear leather, lots of it (as Nureyev did...). The FAIRY ... tale couple just have a bit too much fun, is all I have to say about what Pavlova told me during the phone call.

Following written by Ron Craster

(Haze Theatre stage director and valet for Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova)

 

Leather has it’s advantages and disadvantages. Have you fans ever sat on a leather chair, sofa, etc. and it tends to

make … noises. I’m sure you know what I am talking about if you have.

Or if you have ever worn leather (especially trousers) and you might get the same … um … results that I am implicitly referring to (a word that starts with an ‘f’ which no one can ever hold a straight face in saying). The legendary Russian ballet danseur Nureyev was fond of wearing leather. From his Vienna cap, long leather (sometimes short) jacket to leather trousers.

Rudolf Pavlova, who takes after Nureyev (for obvious reasons…), also is fond of expensively tailored apparel and leather. He was dressed in leather trousers and seated on a leather sofa alongside the love of his life, glam rock Persian queen Fairy Mercury. I was seated across from them. Pavlova and I (along with a few others I will not name) were discussing boring business matters. He was holding his ‘queen’s’ black nails left hand, in the other, a glass of cherry brandy.

He leaned forward to sign a document that was being discussed; laying on the table before the sofa. Well, his leather trousers and the leather sofa made … that sound … I am implicitly referring to, as he leaned forward. I saw an embarrassed expression cross Fairy’s face. The leather once again made the sound as Pavlova sat back from signing the document. Fairy pulled her slender black nails left hand from her ballet bad boy’s hand and got up purring in very embarrassed tone, ‘I mean, really?!’ and took off.

A confused looked crossed Pavlova’s face and in Russian he asked me something on the lines of (if interpreted to English) ‘what ees wrong? Why ees she like thees?!’ He excused himself and gestured for me to follow, as he left the room, obviously to find his ‘femmka’. Fairy was before a large oval ornate mirror in the foyer. I entered the area first and oddly Pavlova hung back just outside the foyer. The exotic creature paused from preening her long midnight black hair upon seeing me through the mirror, and turned away from it, sibilant purr purring, ‘what happened to etiquette? Why is Rudy being embarrassing, ugly and unattractive?! You know -’ purr trailing, not finishing. Extreme embarrassed expression crossing her face.

From where I stood, I could see Pavlova outside the room, an embarrassed look crossed his face as he too obviously realized, figured out, what was wrong. Why Fairy took off. To her, he is her fairy… tale perfect prince. It was hilarious (and I am sure the one they refer to as ‘Mr. X’ will reminiscently say ‘so Nureyev humour’, being it he knew both Freddie Mercury and Nureyev well) Pavlova entered the foyer, his broken English Russian accent saying, ‘I not do thees you accuse me of, femmka! Ever!!’ and winks at me. I grin and (in his defence) say, ‘never ever!’ The ballet danseur then adds, ‘eet ees the leather. Perhaps I not wear if eet offends.’ Pushing her long midnight black hair back over her shoulder, her liquid brown eye lined eyes gazing at her princely ballet bad boy, the glam rock queen … shyly … purrs, ‘no, I mean, don’t quit wearing it. I like you in it, Rudy darling. It’s sexy. I don’t do things like that either, you know.’

Cute …. Pavlova slyly grins and then breathes, ‘of course not, my all too perfect forbidden creature. We will not attempt to speak of unpleasant things, yes?’ Fairy shyly glances at him, nodding her head.

Then it was decided we go off and take in more sightseeing of Munich. I was present when Pavlova made the call ‘Mr. X’ wrote of to him. It was funny, he told ‘Mr. X’. ‘you won’t believe very humiliating incident that happen. Fairy mistook sound of my leather for unpleasantness. Please know what I speak of. I refuse to utter such embarrassing word. I have my valet write about because her adoring fans will find it hilarious. I just hope she will not become upset or embarrassed over reading him putting eet into words.’ So this is me writing about it and ‘Mr. X’ was mistaken, Pavlova was not going to post anything about it along with me.

It must be wonderful to be such a perfect fairy...tale prince that not even your sweat smells, right, Pavlova ;-)

From the young nobleman (Pavlova) who so haughtily once told  his Indian femmka (Fairy), ‘Dance ees much like sex, and both I do veree well.’

The ballet bad boy did want me to post this on his behalf, ‘her sweaty tits are so very alluring, sensuous, erotic. Especially after sex we have. Even sweaty, she smells exotic – tantalizing,’

(tantalize defined: to tease something desirably out of reach).

‘She (Fairy) is tantalizingly seductive, yet unattainable.’ Pavlova once said about his ‘forbidden pleasure’ – the love of his life – Fairy Mercury. (below screenshot from past post. Ref. Page: Divine Lush Creature)

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Tomorrow, Fairy begins rehearsals for her 10-11 May Munich concert dates.

That was Monday. It is now Thursday and what a very busy week the glam rock queen has had! Between rehearsals and trying to get in more sightseeing.  Rehearsals wrapped up today. Munich! Are you ready for some glam rock and roll and ballet?! Tomorrow is the first of two of Fairy's sold out Munich concert dates. More soon.

Message From Pavlova:

I post this on behalf of Fairy to her adoring fans. I refuse to let her happiness and her Phoenix Reborn tour being ruined by internet foolishness. We can see now posting on week days was a regretful decision. We will go back to only posting on weekends. As you know, Fairy performs in Munich this weekend (10 & 11th). We will only be on the fan club site over the weekend. Her public site still performs poorly, all things 'internet wise'. So it won't matter if we bow out from updating it. She has considered, once again, taking it offline for good and just sticking with the fan club site. We just wish things were different. Our mood towards being online (via public site) has become distasteful. We are glad my femmka's fan club site is protected, always positive atmosphere, on topic always and she has active fan base who has a serious interest in her and appreciates her and her talents.

If any of you, Fairy's adoring fans, know of a decent video editor software, post in fan club comments. Because we would like to create a new video for Fairy. A mix of footage from her Phoenix Reborn tour so far.

We leave Munich back to UK on Monday, ending the European leg of her tour and starting the second leg of tour

throughout Britain.

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My precious fans, as those with fan club membership know, I have spent all weekend on my fan club site. Rudy and myself discussed things and I have decided to continue my public site. Changes (heavy sigh) will be made, once again.

As the delectable ballet danseur mentioned in his message (above), we will be leaving Monday (tomorrow) back to England. My next two concert dates will be ... ahem ... 24 - 25 May. Why the 'ahem', you ask? 25 May is a birthday boy's birthday. More on that later ...

As you know, a month later (25 June) is mine and also, on that same date, marks 2 years Rudy Pavlova and I have been married. Isn't that just grand, dears? So just a few quick notes until we arrive back in England and get settled. I miss my precious honies (my kitties) and will be so happy to be with them once again. When we do get settled, I'll post a few photos of Rudy and me that I'm sure you'll really enjoy seeing and hearing about. I took of him and he took of me.

Love and kisses to you all, darlings. Fairy xx

From Pavlova (ballet danseur) - As you fans know, we've been in Europe a little over a month; on the unruly campy creature's Phoenix Reborn tour. Yesterday we arrived back in England. We are exhausted and have much, how they say? 'getting our bearings' to do, yes? So please give us a few more days before we get on with any more internet (the public and fan club sites, and continuing promotion). I dread my birthday is coming soon. Cardiff holds no special meaning. The booking agents for venues Fairy is booked to perform on tour were booked, and that's what had to be taken. Besides, it would be utterly dull and predictable if she were to perform at Haze Theatre that day. 25 June, our 2nd wedding anniversary (also her birthdate) falls on a Tuesday. We have yet to make plans. Any way, just a quick note.

I end with this. I told Fairy I woke thinking of her performance of the Queen song 'It's Late'. It was such an odd dream

I had. So I post this video which features her performing the song on it, for you fans to enjoy. Of course, video footage of her and myself. From Fairy's Flight Of The Fairy ... Revisited tour, from 2 years ago. Eventually, we will be working on a new video, as I mentioned a few days ago.

'The Millionaire Waltz', 'It's Late' with partial 'We Are The Champions'

Best described by Ron Craster (Russian ballet danseur Pavlova's valet, also stage director for Haze Theatre

and Fairy's 'Flight Of The Fairy ... Revisited' tour) - Choreographed by Pavlova.

Fairy performing 'The Millionaire Waltz', 'It's Late' with partial 'We Are The Champions' on the credits.

The glam rock queen's adoring fans, please take note of the perfect timing of some of it that Pavlova did

with the choreograph. As always, read the captions and credits because there's a bit of camp and

a special message from Fairy.

 

Page the video appears on: Regal And Majestic

 

Hello dears. Things have finally started to settle down since we've returned to England. The moment many people learned we were back, things became crazy!! As Rudy posted, we've been all over Europe for a little over a month. 

I'm pleased to announce yet another record. Tickets for my Cardiff concert dates for next weekend (24 and ... 25th)

have completely sold out. Shrieks like excited wild feline!! Tomorrow we will begin online presence once again.

I'm so ready! We had so munch fun in Munich the 2 weeks we were there. I shared much of that on my fan club site

because things became so negative concerning my public site. I will share a bit more in getting my public site active once again. Until then, xx Fairy

There is something else I want to add, my precious fans. What Rudy had posted about I was thinking of ending my public site and why continue to update it, etc. Him and I are very upset and angry because we were being fed wrong stats about my public site's performance. Actually, as of right now (I checked it myself) my site has had 132 visits within the past 30 minutes. People ACTIVELY looking through my site. Yes, that includes all of you, my precious 'loyal subjects' as well. I haven't the time now, but tomorrow my delectable prince and I will discuss that a bit more.

All the best, Fairy glam rock fucking Killer Queen

'Drama is for the theatre. Not for real life.' - Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova - lord of dance - Nureyev lineage

These quotes of my beloved idol are so me, dears.

Now, dears. I know, sad faces already, but we won't have time for on topic today. I'm very disappointed, as much as

I am sure you will be. But something came up. Over the weekend, we most definitely will be on. So about the analytics issue. On Wednesday, myself and my entourage held a meeting at Haze Theatre. A little 'regroup' to discuss things. Such as the second leg of my Phoenix Reborn tour, online presence, etc. Of course, David Somes who is head of marketing and sales at Haze Theatre was in attendance. He has also been appointed marketing/sales for me because Haze Theatre and Myaow Meeow Productions are a joint venture. Isn't that just grand, dears? I hope I'm not boring you with all this seriousness. I'll try to throw in a little camp and ... sex.

Right. When the topic of online presence came to be discussed, I ... purred, 'be honest, I can bear it, Dave, am I being a complete failure when it comes to online, excluding the fan club. Because that obviously isn't. It's very active and how many members it has.' I love Haze Theatre!! Not only because of the delectable princely multimillionaire ballet danseur who owns it (I pause, many of you were precious thinking it 'cute' I quoted my prince...) and that I happen to be married to. But because theatre is full of colourful, eccentric 'freaky people'...

Well, Dave Somes decided to be dramatic and he asked that we accompany him to the marketing dept. in the theatre.

I hugged Rudy's arm to my ... tits ... and off we went. He had several screens up displaying 3 different scenarios. I won't mention any, except Google's analytics was one. He pointed out to us the extreme inaccuracies. The one we kept going by (because it was so convenient) was showing only 19 people were on my site. Uh... how could that be? When

I have over 16 million fan club members? Have I lost my audience? My fans? I was distraught and clinging dearly to my sexy prince's arm for dear life, darlings!!

He glanced down at his arm being held to my ... tits ... then said, 'well, then. That doesn't make sense. Make sense of thees, David. Eet doesn't make any sense.' David said that no it doesn't. For one thing, there have been hardly any 'visits' to the new page (this page) and how could that be since you, my precious fans, are looking at it and posting comments in the fan club site about things being posted on it. People can't just 'visit' a website and not be recorded on analytics. So he said, that's deceptive and inaccurate, so don't go by that. He moved on to the other two screens.

Google analytics VS other (again, I won't name). Side by side, we watched the 'realtime visits'. Aww, my darlings, don't feel as though you're being stalked looking at my site by this, if you are! You must understand, it gives us an insight about if your glam rock queen is succeeding in 'her' pursuit of fame, or if there is just no interest in me (pouts).

Where that deceptive inaccurate unnamed crap was showing (at that moment) there were only 19 people on my public site, Google analytics was showing 162 and that other unnamed one was showing 42. Puzzling!! Why the crazy confusing differences?! Well, we narrowed it down even more. The other unnamed one, he showed us how the pages visited never changes - updates. It always seems to stay stuck showing the links at the top of the homepage are the only pages being 'visited'. THEN he pointed out the screen he had Google analytics on. It was so fucking sexy, how Rudy's eyes lit up, and he looked so proud and ... haughty ... I was dazzled! You can see it constantly changing in

'realtime' page after page on my site being shown in the 'pages viewed' section. Constantly 'refreshing' with each 'visit'. Even the new page was showing up being 'visited'!

Tears filled my eyes. Rudy proudly said, 'that settles eet! My femmka ees popular as ever and these other methods are deceiving!' David Somes told us, 'you were accusing all those people in efforts to help promote Fairy and her website for nothing. You were going by inaccurate apps and software.' I have asked him to monitor how my public site is doing ONLY through Google analytics now and send me day's end reports. So that is now settled, my precious fans.

I must be off now. **rolls eyes ... I dread what 'Mr. X' will be posting as the 'coming next' ...

Coming Next - Glam Rock Queen Fairy Mercury Gets Called 'Unruly Little Paparazzi' by Pavlova for secretively photographing him. PLUS! Exclusive photos of Fairy taken by Pavlova! Munich stage! He took the camera from 'diva' Greg Hastings and it was hilarious!

From David Somes (Haze Theatre Marketing/Sales Dept.) - Fairy's adoring fans. Rest assure, the ever so elegant Killer Queen is not a failure. For one thing, you're proof. Since Fairy's post about analytics, the past half hour showed 171 visits. The following half hour, 167. That's 338 visits the site has seen within an hour. Have a pleasant weekend. Thank you for being fans.

Following by viVid Photo Studio’s assistant photographer Philip Goldman

Munich, Germany - Phoenix Reborn Tour

 

Munich was wild! Especially the second and final night of Fairy’s two night sold out concert dates.

The highlight was when the Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova finished his ballet bit with Haze Theatre troupe during the operatic break in Fairy’s performance of ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’.

Fairy graced the stage again to do the rock part of the song ‘so you think you can stone me and spit in my eye’ (how the verse begins). Instead of ‘exiting stage left’ as theatre talk has it, Pavlova pirouetted his way to the front of the stage where Greg Hastings (viVid Photo Studio) was currently positioned. Ready to take more shots of the glam rock queen in concert. I laughed so hard! Pavlova snatched his camera away from him and started to photograph Fairy. Greg flew into his embarrassing demanding ‘diva’ attitude and tried to take it out on me. He’s afraid of Pavlova.

Who isn’t really … all things about him considered … One you stand in awe of. Fans in the front row were in a wild frenzy over seeing the ‘prince’ photographing his ‘queen’. Greg tried to get me to hand over my camera, and I wasn’t going to give it over! I was laughing myself to tears at this point, because he threw up his hands and I heard him over the loud music and crowd say, ‘I quit!!’ It was one of those, ‘whatever’ moments. How many times has ‘diva’ threatened to quit because things weren’t going his way.

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These are the photos he took of Fairy. He even did an amazingly breathtaking overlay. Combining one shot of her with a close up shot of another. When the lordship himself showed them to me. I was speechless. I told him, ‘you really should be a photographer.’ I wish I hadn’t. I too obviously offended and highly insulted him. His reply was: ‘No! I am destined to dance ballet. The lord of dance. I must fulfill destiny. Nureyev was asked in interview about his country. He replied, ‘my country is dance.’ He lived to dance. He had forsaken Russia for dance.’

The only reply I could think (feeling scolded) was to say, ‘I misspoke. I’m sorry.’ Which I had and was sorry.

He apparently doesn’t know of when people will say things like ‘you really should be _________’ not necessarily literally, but as a complement in letting the person know they excel well is what they have done.

Fairy’s Tour Memoirs

written by ‘Mr. X

 

Fairy’s costume designer came up with this idea a little too late in the Phoenix Reborn tour and everyone (esp. the Killer Queen herself) is upset it wasn’t thought of sooner. A unique idea that would have been titled ‘Fairy’s Tour Memoirs’.

Memoir defined: a record of events based on the writer’s personal observation

The glam rock queen trades her mic to get behind a camera as a personal hobby once in awhile.

Her favourite subject, of course, is her ‘prince’ – the multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova.

Recently, the campy queen decided to scrap having the ballet bad boy pose for her. Instead, the unruly rock ‘n roll feline has been secretively slinking about photographing Pavlova candidly (to photograph one unaware, not posed).

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She showed me 2 of them. The headshot, she asked viVid Photo Studio’s assistant photographer Philip Goldman to approach Pavlova and talk to him about her. ‘Reaction shot’ she called it.

I told her what has been echoed to her by many from the moment the two (FAIRY...tale couple) met.

‘He’s a man obsessed and in love with you.’ I actually had to catch my breath because Pavlova so eerily resembles Nureyev in the photo. Then to top it off, I became so very emotional when I saw the posed shot Philip Goldman (speaking of him) took of Fairy (it is pictured at the very end of my write-up).

Eerily looking identical as ever to 1970s decade Freddie Mercury! As if she doesn’t, always!

I absolutely laughed over what she did (the thought bubble) and what her sibilant purr had to say about this candid.

‘I thought, what in the world is he doing at my piano?! I mean, what was he looking for?! I asked John (Price – the

rock ‘n roll unruly creature’s mock-up Queen band guitarist) afterwards. He turned red and was looking as though I was going to scrap him. I hissed, tell me, John! There is only honesty in this entourage!! He told me Rudy sat down at the piano and was saying, ‘boy, I leave note for my femmka. You see it? I need it back!! Help me look, yes?’ Quoting him verbatim like a right twat. I laughed over it and purred (yes, she did use this word, talking about quoting verbatim, I am doing that writing what she told me. She used ‘purred’ and smiled with lovely smile over it then continued)

‘umm… okay. I can hardly imagine what it said.’ I laughed, telling her, ‘so you seriously are going to allow me to post the photo on your website and risk your prince’s reaction to it.’

She grinned then purred, ‘why not. It would be absolutely scandalous, darling!’

So Freddie, you really are, Fairy, and I adore you so!!!

‘Little birdie’ has gotten on the glam rock queen’s ‘shit list’ (as people say). 'Little birdie' who is Pavlova’s valet and Haze Theatre stage director Ron Craster’s partner. It got around to Fairy the guy somehow learned of Killer Queen secretively photographing her prince and told him!! This is hilarious, ‘loyal subjects’!

In front of loads of people. Entourage (consisting of stage crew/band members), Haze Theatre troupe, etc. Pavlova as if totally oblivious to their presence, confronted Fairy. Conversation as follows:

 

Pavlova: I have been told you have been secretively following me and taking photos! Why you do this, femmka?! I pose for you whenever you wish. I pose nude so you can draw. You draw my ballet feet and we are verrry in love, yes?! Why you think you have to sneak around behaving as unruly little paparazzi photographing me! You show me photos you take! Hand them over!!’

 

(Everyone was standing there with suppressed laughter on their faces)

This was absolutely hilarious! Campy queen at her finest!!

She tossed her long midnight black hair back and tried to mimic Pavlova’s haughty expression.

Inherited from ballet legend Rudolf Nureyev. The expression, even the pose!! (photo I have pictured below is Pavlova in the expression and pose eerily taking after Nureyev)

Fairy (hand on hip with mimed haughty expression, holds out the two photos she candidly had taken and had shown me only a few hours earlier): 'Why can’t I catch the boy I love off guard in candid photos? It’s not like I’m taking unflattering photos of you, Rudy darling, as if you ever are unflattering.’

 

The ever so elegant ‘queen’ fell silent as the ballet bad boy started to say, ‘I am hardly a boy, F -’ not finishing Fairy’s name as (it was so priceless!!) his eyes fell upon the photo of him seated at her grand piano. The exotic creature stood there, black nails left hand preening the top of her midnight black hair, eye lined eyes looking down at the floor. Pavlova’s princely light brown bob head slowly turned. His blue-grey eyes staring intensely at Fairy. So theatrically, dramatically and so Nureyev, he holds the photos out to Fairy speaking in Russian and exited. Before hurrying after the

ballet bad boy, Ron Craster quickly says to the divine lush creature, ‘he’s embarrassed. Btw, to translate, he said,

‘do what you wish with them, baby’.’ A lovely shy look crosses Fairy’s exotic peach complexion face.

Freddie’s complexion ….

Hello dears. It is just now after midnight here in England. Haze Theatre marketing/sales director Dave Somes has reported to me, at day's end, my website has received 100k active visitors. Now that is more like it!!

What is up next has been inspired by many of the comments you, my precious and much appreciated fans,

have left in the fan club comments.

What became of the note? You don't even want to know what that was about!! If only I could get my hands on it ...

Both myself and Rudy's responses to what Philip Goldman wrote. I mean, how he put that one part had Rudy and I laughing so hard!! When he wrote: 'I was laughing myself to tears at this point, because he threw up his hands and I heard him over the loud music and crowd say, ‘I quit!!’ It was one of those, ‘whatever’ moments. How many times has ‘diva’ threatened to quit because things weren’t going his way.'

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Pavlova (ballet danseur) - As Fairy posted last night at midnight, I now post tonight at midnight. Not deliberately.

We would have been on much sooner, but we had company that I completely forgot I had invited to come today, after we returned to England. Fairy is asleep and I will not awaken the sleeping beauty.

I am pleased many of you speak of the portrait photo of her Goldman took. So I have been told. Saying it's androgynous. It is and very effeminate.

Tomorrow, we both find time to be on. Curious creature asked my valet about note. I knew she would. I told him beforehand, when she asks, tell her I had told you it was about the sex we have, and I wanted it back because I didn't think she was ready to hear what I had written in it. Well, he told her just that, because she did ask him. Now she is very obsessed with finding the note. It's lovely.

As for foolish 'diva' photographer. Fairy is such campy queen. Her confrontation. We will talk of that together. But I say this, he is a fool! He 'quits' and it didn't matter because it was the final night show in Munich and only had a 1/2 hour before it ended. As my femmka had made fun during photographer's demanding 'diva' attitude over photo editor software, she wrote it was almost comical, how he tried to make a 'grand exit' and it failed. That was the same. Quits a 1/2 hour before concert is over. No loss. I joke to the alluring creature, and she wildly laughed. I say, 'he should go off and join the opera, if he's going to be such a diva. Opera diva. That is where 'diva's' belong is in the opera. Making foolish demands and being insufferable.' I end there until she can be on with me tomorrow.

David Somes has reported, day ends with 106k active visitors to site. I am sure we have solved that puzzling issue that had us misled.

As you, her adoring fans, know, she begins rehearsals tomorrow for her Cardiff show this coming weekend....

Pavlova (ballet danseur) – I told Fairy, let’s make the confrontation theatrical, but I will not enter peasant’s home.

We arrive at ‘diva’ photographer’s home. With alluring (it arouses me much) toss of her long midnight black hair, Fairy presses doorbell. I was glad our plan was working so far. ‘Diva’ photographer came to door. We hoped sordid gossip costume designer wouldn’t. Theatrically and dramatically, I hold out camera by strap and say, ‘you left Munich without this. I go to return it, and you were gone.’ Fairy pick up from here.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ He took his prize possession, which I really was surprised he left without. But as Phil said, he is obviously nervously afraid of Rudy. I told him, ‘now Greg, you really do need to stop with this new hang up you seem to have; always quitting. I mean, this is rock ‘n roll not opera.’ He interrupted me with a very noticeably embarrassed look, saying, ‘What? Oh, come on!! Don’t tell me you’re still teasing me with that diva bit, Fae!’

 

Rudy snidely spats, ‘do not interrupt my femmka, you manner-less peasant!’ then, so fucking sexy, winks at me to let me know he’s playing the theatrical role of snobbish aristocratic prince (as if he has to…) Very embarrassing, Greg says to him, ‘please, can’t you tell Fairy to stop with the teasing me with that diva bit! She’ll keep doing it just as long as you are humoured by it!’ You pick up here, Rudy darling.

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Pavlova (ballet danseur) – I take my femmka’s black nails left hand and kiss back of it and gaze at her, telling her,

‘as you were saying, femmka’ I will not grant the peasant photographer’s plea to have her stop! Her lovely sibilant purr purrs in bitchy manner, ‘You are not hurting anyone but yourself doing this! What does Hans think of your behaviour?! Phil can just step in to film and photograph my concerts. Do you really think Mick Rock would fly off and abandon photographing Freddie or Bowie? Can’t you share?’

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Before he can answer, Rudy says, ‘perhaps you are jealous, yes? Jealous at photos Fairy and I take of one another. That we team to choreograph her music videos now. Or is it Goldman? Perhaps all I have said.’

This was his reply, ‘none of what you said. Like the fans, I am in awe of the photography skills Fairy has. Even your few attempts at photography. It’s quite professional, unique and captivating the shots you two take of each other. Philip is a very competent photographer, or else I wouldn’t have hired him as my assistant. Fairy likes to be photographed, even filmed, with an air of eroticism. I try hard to capture that. From the start, I have. I guess I’m a bit of a perfectionist.’

 

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I’m hardly a boy, but it was quite lovely. This is what Fairy replied to him. She purred, ‘you need to share! If my boy wants to be theatrical and photograph me and it’s turning on my fans, than that’s what works. They adored the photos of me Rudy took. You knew they would. You saw how they carried on over my prince photographing me, you couldn’t bear it and Munich back to London; like a mopey upstaged diva!’ I was trying not to laugh! She was being very campy queen and she was trying hard to keep a straight face. Photographer burst out laughing, ‘Fae, you are so melodramatic, just like Freddie. I expected you to be when you confronted me about this, and you are just going to keep up the campy queen bit about diva. Just because your fans find it funny and most of all, your prince is entertained by it. He is amused by it because he’s an aristocrat, and it’s so ‘bohemian way of life’, as he puts it. Aristocrats, like him, find commoners fascinating because their entire lifestyle is completely different from what they are accustomed to.I’ll say it to his face with him standing right here present. He knows it’s true!’

I suppose at that moment a … haughty … expression crossed my face and I look directly at peasant photographer and then theatrically, dramatically say, ‘the ballet of Giselle.’ I turn and head to limo saying, ‘come along, Fairy. Not another word to peasant photographer!’ Unruly creature slinks up along with me and hugs my arm to her … tits … Our trip to my Cambridge estate, naughty unruly creature gave me a blow job and spent the entire time trying to seduce out of me the … note … She purred, ‘just tell me, Rudy darling, is it something bad that I should be concerned about.’

I reply, ‘not at all, baby’ Again, I forget how she becomes whenever I call her this.

She gaspily purrs, ‘what?! I mean – I just can’t!’ and busies herself shyly pawing through her satchel.

 

Side note from ‘Mr. X’ : For newer fans not familiar with the beginnings of the ‘FAIRY...tale couple’, which I suggest you read the older pages on this site. The ballet Giselle is about a prince who visits a peasant village and falls in love with a peasant girl named Giselle. He returns to the village with his valet in the guise of a peasant to woo Giselle. The below gif, is Pavlova in the ballet. The scene where Prince Albrecht is at Giselle’s graveside. The classic legendary tragic ballet of ‘love found, love lost’ Alongside the gif, I have placed a stunning gif of the glam rock queen, the love of his life, with black eye shadow (Queen II album cover look).

Hello dears. It is after 2pm here in (Bristol) England, for you European honies who have to remember you are an hour ahead of us here. I am just now starting day 3 rehearsals and thought I would pop in before we got started with sound check. As fan club members know, we weren't able to edit what was posted to my public site Monday. It's been sorted.

Although, I am very upset because some of it came up missing and we aren't able to get any of it back. We've edited what managed to be posted since we weren't able to.

This weekend will be very busy and wild. With my Friday and Sat. concert dates here in Bristol and we also have a birthday boy ;)  ... Bristol, get ready for some glam rock 'n roll and ballet this weekend!! More soon. Fairy xx

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~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ My precious fans, I had to read Dave's post to see if I approve of it. I am quickly taking time out from rehearsals (which I'll be wrapping up soon) to post this. We despise drama. So you don't think this is pathetic, dears? Oh yes, it is very true! An asshole website who will close your account with them just because you won't leave cry baby, what's so bloody important about it?!, feedback for their self important users. Or one of the site's cry baby users reporting you because you wouldn't leave feedback for them. I mean, REALLY?! We despise that damn 'feedback' shit! It obviously influences people to behave like right nutters. Yet, they can never give 'feedback' about me and my site ..... Asses wanting all the attention for themselves, while my spotlight gets shut off. WHAT A JOKE!!!

So DON'T suggest a certain site .... I'm sure you know what one I'm talking between the lines of. It just goes to show how ridiculous some things are. Thank you for your fandom, my precious fans! xx

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I tell Fairy, apparently there's an internet law we're unaware of that FORCES and obligates one to leave this clownish thing called 'feedback'. Clownish cunt who had such a thing for old prick NOBODY. How did it go again? Photographer posted about it in a long ago deleted post, when he was one in charge of website email.

'I thought you were my friend and I'm getting you visitors to your site.' The cunt or the site, not sure which, (probably both) were snooping in Fairy's site, read that old prick (who is not allowed on her site EVER any more) bitching about he wasn't going to leave feedback any more because of how my femmka is treated (which the anger over that is understandable...). Old prick gets email (this happened a few months ago, by the way) saying account has been closed due to 'violation of site terms'. Utterly ridiculous!!! Internet is full of laughs, is it not? I don't mean genuine laughter.

I am talking of shaking your head in disbelief - utterly ridiculous foolishness on juvenile level!!

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Oh my god, dears! I said this just now, 'for one thing, that old wanker is gay and does an old prick even still 'work' after age 60?' Rudy was laughing so hard. Cocky cock with an enormous cock .... I'm sorry. I'm in such a silly mood today.

 

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - We leave conversation between myself and my femmka on here because it gets much attention from her adoring fans, so I have now been told. I tell her in response to campy thing she says to me.

'Well, then. I only have 21 years before mine quits working. I suppose I better make good use of it in coming years.'

She laughs so hard, she falls off her piano bench and lays there on stage laughingly purring, 'just leave me! I can't!!

Just leave me!!!' But this I do not tolerate. Having my femmka laying on filthy stage floor! So I pick up slender exotic beauty and ... exit stage left ... with her still wildly laughing.

From 'Mr. X' - Yes, yes YES! Keep it on here!! I am literally dabbing tears from my eyes from laughing so hard!!

So Freddie and Nureyev humour through and through!! The rapport - so romantic.

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This weekend will be very busy and wild. With my Friday and Sat. concert dates here in Bristol and we also have a birthday boy ;)  ... Bristol, get ready for some glam rock 'n roll and ballet this weekend!! More soon. Fairy xx

The moment has arrived, 'loyal subjects'!! It is currently 5:00pm here in England. In 3 hours, Fairy graces the stage for the first of two sold out Bristol shows. Tomorrow will be the biggest night! MANY very important people will be in attendance. Killer Queen has many surprises planned for those of you who will be in attendance.

Happy BirthDay,Rudolf Pavlova!25 May

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and wonderful birthday,

Rudy darling!

The same year and one month later, your 'queen' was born (25 June)! 

Nureyev would have been proud ... All due respects, 'Mr. X'

'I like an audience to respond. Maybe we'd like them to sit down and listen to some songs but I get a lot more from them when they're going wild, and it brings more out of me.' - Freddie Mercury (1974)

'If my boy wants to be theatrical and photograph me, and it’s turning on my fans, then that’s what works. They adored the photos of me Rudy took. You knew they would. You saw how they carried on over my prince photographing me.'

Fairy Mercury practically echoing similar words of her beloved idol.

Several times the divine lush creature has stated that fans leaving comments in the fan club site's comments section inspires her and not only that, but it lets her know what works and what doesn't. Freddie Mercury loved the ballet, theatre. S/he had an enormous 'crush' on the Russian ballet legend Rudolf Nureyev.

Exceptionally Naughty

Fans in and around Bristol along with many very important people (some travelling as far as Russia, Vienna, France and Italy) turned out for the 2nd of two nights sold out concert of glam rock queen Fairy Mercury. The 2nd night happened to be multimillionaire ballet bad boy Rudolf Pavlova's birthday. The 'FAIRY... Tale Couple' brought the theatrics!!

Arriving in style, the ever so elegant Killer Queen perched on an open horse drawn carriage driven by none other than her Russian prince Pavlova, of all people. Puzzled fans were asked by security to wait outside the venue. The fans

went into a wild frenzy of hysterics over the theatrical sight. They were held back by security from approaching.

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'You would have had to have been there to truly enjoy it!' one awestruck fan stated.

Opening her concert with a rocking performance of Queen's 'Keep Yourself Alive', the Killer Queen was dressed to 'kill' in replicated Freddie Mercury erotic low cut white satin catsuit. Sibilant purr into mic, 'Rudy Pavlova is in for an exceptionally naughty birthday tonight!'

Below photos taken from the 2nd night show. Profile of the multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur Pavlova watching his 'queen' perform, in candid moment captured by viVid  Photo Studio's Philip Goldman.

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Fan club members were treated to exclusive coverage. From videos to photos to even the ever so elegant Fairy Mercury giving them a sneak peek into the private birthday bash, sharing with them this very erotic photo of her that her 'prince' took just before the party was underway (black satin top photo).

Rumour has it the glam rock queen might post to her public site; highlights of her Bristol shows and the party.

In The Land Where Horses Born With Eagle Wings

(from Queen's 'My Fairy King')

Following written by Johann Wagner (costume designer for the ever so elegant Fairy Mercury)

taken from fan club site:

You would think someone who has Pavlova's aristocratic upbringing would always be chauffeured and never learn to drive. He always travels by limo or private vehicle, usually driven by his valet (Ron Craster who is also stage director for Haze Theatre). Always heavily guarded by at least two body guards. He has three. I received a call from Fairy. Gaspy sibilant purr anxiously telling me, 'Hans, you won't believe this! Rudy is going to drive a horse drawn carriage with me on it!' My reply, 'you're joking, right?' She excitedly purred, 'no! Isn't it wild?! It's so grand! His valet kept questioning him. You know, as if expecting he was going to be the one doing this grand theatrical stunt. He told Ron, 'no, thees ees something I need to do myself.' I laughed over her attempt at trying to emulate Pavlova's broken English Russian accent. Later, I read one fan's comment left in the fan club comments, who was in attendance. He wrote:

'Fairy was like Mercury arriving on chariot with her Adonis at the reigns and I am not the same again!!'

(in reference to Greek mythology which Freddie Mercury's very early lyrics was greatly inspired)

A fan club comment in reply to the above one, which caught much attention and highly replied to by other fans was from a fan in Cardiff who also attended the 2nd night Bristol concert.

'Who even does it?! She upstages the boring 'famous crap' out there and ALWAYS will! What's campy is that she will even talk about things posted on her websites (public and fan club) during her concerts. EVERYTHING Fairy and Pavlova do /are about is so unique. They truly are the only 'famous' this world needs. They're like what Freddie and Nureyev would be like if they were still with us. Fairy is the phoenix (Freddie) reborn.'

Hello dears. This is so me right now. Yes, for real is me. Did you know the real Freddie only appears 3 times on my site?

The re-creating Hyde Park video on the homepage, autographed photo of him (I cherish) calling himself an 'old tart' on the first Loyal Subjects and the thing about him in my profile, when s/he had the spotlight turned on some wanker who called him a poof at a Queen concert and s/he told the ass 'say it again, darling' and the ass was just silent.

Any ways, it is well after 1am. I was determined to access my public site and FINALLY was able to!! I hope that annoying issue sorts itself out soon. Tickets for my Cornwall shows go on sale today. Kicking off Gay Pride month. 7-8 June.

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--- From PavlovaIf you are a fan and do not have fan club membership, I advise you to consider. There are many videos and photos of my femmka on the carriage in the fan club site. Video and photos from her concert.

Things posted on public site are only to 'highlight' events. Details are always in the fan club. Paying fans getting

exclusive 'extra benefits' and more detailed information.

 

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Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio - [edited] As Freddie was about Nureyev - VERY obsessed and in love with him. Fairy is like that about Pavlova. He adores her and she him. Inseparable. They are so much like Freddie and Nureyev's relationship, they secretively carried on for years. Those things out of those books Fairy obtained, written about the relationship, well documented on the page Mirror Image (talking about the site's pages...)

As I once said, he completes her.

Welcome To Gay Pride Month

 

My precious fans, it is just now 11pm. Rudy and I spent the day in Cornwall. If any of you (in England) have ever been,

I just love visiting Tintagel Castle. You know, the 'birthplace' of King Arthur. The crazy narrow steep steps you have to climb are treacherous! Then the path that leads down to the pebble beach and cavern, which is supposedly Merlin's Cave. Remember last year (my very first visit and first time performing in Cornwall) and I was being a right tart telling Rudy I wondered if Merlin was going to weave some magic, while brushing my black nails left hand across the front (crotch area) of Rudy trousers. Any way, I hope all of you are having a naughty weekend so far.

The start of Gay Pride month, when us gays get a nod of recognition. Although I frown on that idea, because it should be all year round. Tomorrow, we have decided to discuss the above two photos from last weekend.

Until tomorrow. Sweet dreams, Fairy xx

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Right. For those of you, my precious honies, who weren't at my Bristol concert last weekend (much of this was in detail on my fan club site). I told Rudy Pavlova that I would just love to do a grand entrance of some kind. Something like Freddie arriving at Queen's '74 Rainbow concert getting out of the car. Oh dear, it was a car too. Not a limo. I laughed and .... purred ... to Rudy, 'the poor queen, I guess she was still just starting out and couldn't arrive in style yet.'

He laughed so hard, then suggested, 'I know something theatrical. You arrive on horse and carriage.' I loved the idea!

I expected him to be riding alongside me. My costume designer (and best friend) outlined all that before what we were trying to do for coverage ended up so rudely interrupted. I mean, it was so sexy! He got on and took the reins and kept coaxing the horse, 'come now'. It was so fucking romantic, dears! Why it was something he had to do, even though it would seem insulting to be in such a 'peasant position' (chauffeur). What he told his valet:

'they are beasts and eef something were to happen, spook horse, my femmka would be een great danger. No, eet ees best that I, Pavlova, were to do thees. Besides, eet would be good theatre.'

When we arrived at the venue, which was only a few streets away from where we were, I became a bit concerned that the horse would act out, because I didn't expect or take into consideration that you, my precious fans, would go into such a wild frenzy as you did over it. Amazingly, the horse didn't, and I was so relieved! I kept thinking, 'oh my god, how would Rudy handle it if the horse did?!' Like a noble prince, he helped me down, and we made a dash for the venue. It was all so splendid! The grand entrance. The concert. Then Rudy's private birthday party...

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Now I tell of photo I take of the exotic creature. After her concert, we leave for place where party was to be held. She changes in this black satin (half naked, as she is almost always dressed) top. I tell her, this is how you dressed for me, at my birthday party? She purrs, 'don't you like it, Rudy darling? I could change.' I tell her,

'it's irresistible. Let me take picture of you before we go in.' So that is photo I take and I do vignette effect to it.

Those full sensuous lips and those exotic dark eye lined eyes - so alluring - so arousing. As for horse and carriage,

I will admit (I dread how she will react to reading this...) I took chances just to be theatric. I went by things I've seen of people riding horse-drawn coaches. I go to lengths to impress my femmka. I get much advice from ... people ... and

was told, 'Nureyev thought he was superman, we see you do take after him. You are a fool noble for this unruly creature. As he was for Freddie Mercury. Out of his league, desiring the forbidden.'

I still find myself very jealous over necklace and the erotic way it 'cascades' down her ... tits ...

Johann Wagner (costume designer for the ever so elegant FM) - I am literally 'lol' right now. Fairy, you are too campy, as always. I can't resist my sarcastic remarks toward lord Pavlova. I had to laugh over how VERY haughty ...

him telling you 'besides, it would be good theatre'. Pavlova, are you drunk on your cherry brandy or is it vodka this time? You posting that old tease side by side photos of you and Fairy (teasing you caption by Jorge Schumann...).

Your 'important people' back when were so amused by it. You always post cryptic messages to them ...

That photo you took of Fairy, she would have her 'erotic bitch' look in it. You're very handsome in the photo of you

Phil Goldman took on the carriage. You're Fairy's 'perfect prince' and I believe you wanted to show off, impress - thinking, yes you are 'superman' who can accomplish anything for your 'femmka'. I really was astonished that you played the peasant role of chauffeur. Going to extents to do that. I laughed over what Fairy wrote. The pictures I got in my mind, over how you probably would have handled it if the horse were to 'act out'. Want to hear?

I pictured you leaping off the carriage, like the ballet prince that you are ... and attempting to heroically save your 'queen' from harms way. All being done in the most ... theatrical ... way possible. Like a ballet of tragedy ... Giselle ...

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - ... and I laugh! Always the insolent fool peasant! Why you make appearance? Because I mention her tits, and you think you are going to get in more trying to embarrass me arguments over her tits?

For you to accuse me of drunkenness is foolish! Trying to make me out of slum! Go back to your mending. It is all you are good at. It will be the only complement you get from me. Your ability to replicate those clothes for my femmka to wear.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Ahem ... so, my dears, have you ever witnessed an ... argument and you thought it was funny, although the two people were being very serious? Below gif of me (right) is so me right now.

(A little camp for you, Hans. Rudy wasn't asking for your unpopular opinion)

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Pavlova (ballet danseur) - This is true, 'glam rock queen's' adoring fans. She is such 'campy queen' laughing so hard, she managed to accidentally delete this entire page. Thankfully, hosting company has 'restore' option to recover such errors. I tell her, that sordid gossip can't do anything about 'diva' partner, yet he comes on your site with his remarks just to provoke my Tatar temper. That was when she accidentally clicked wrong and *poof* entire page gone!

Hello dears. I decided to pop in very quickly. As you know, yesterday I started rehearsals for this weekend shows.

Also busy getting in sightseeing here in Cornwall. Aww, I read in the fan club comments many of you were wondering why I won't be performing at the Brighton cabaret during Gay Pride month. When Rudy said that Bristol/Cardiff area holds no special meaning, and we couldn't have been dull or predictable having me perform at Haze Theatre.

Well, it's like that. I'm not going to be dull and predictable. When someone becomes like that, it is so scripted.

You know, like those boring 'copy/paste mockery' freaks .... probably struggling along year after boring year doing the same old tired thing. Have a lovely week, my precious fans. For those of you attending my Cornwall shows this weekend, be ready for two nights of some wild glam rock 'n roll. Fairy xx

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I tell Fairy, let me guess Live Aid and how ugly dog butchy was doing this and that, struggling along telling the same old tired stories. The crazies are probably STILL jealous at Fairy and never changing.

Jealous at her because she changed the meaning of 'famous'. Making that tired old entertainment industry ancient with the 'coming of age' of internet. You, her adoring fans, as I have been told, keep saying you feel sorry for anyone who isn't a fan of her and I. I'm glad you feel that way. As for what was posted on public site over weekend, I tell her, horse and carriage was me being Prince Albrecht in guise of peasant to woo peasant Giselle. She ... purred ... 'it really was so romantic, Rudy darling.' As you know, Freddie and Nureyev had a romantic relationship which was well hidden. And as you also know of my lineage ... I know many people who knew them and have told me many intimate details. They are in awe how 'incarnate' Fairy is to Freddie (not only in looks). I might share with you, my femmka's adoring fans, more how shall I say? My 'destiny' having to do with Fairy.

Many ballet people ... Because Freddie adored the ballet and was obsessed with Nureyev. Sir Joseph Lockwood, who was Queen's EMI record label and also one of the chairmen of the Royal Ballet. Freddie obsessively attended the ballets of Nureyev and few of that Baryshnikov (because he was dating his/her idol Liza, "being curious" as one told me).  Many of Freddie's lyrics and things said / quotes were hidden messages, cryptic, about her love of Nureyev and then their relationship (once it was formed). The birth of me during Exposed film starring Nureyev.

We also have return of Fairy's much raved about 'colourized concept art photos'. Exotic creature was content feline that her adoring fans enjoyed them. I still think diva photographer is jealous ...

All that we look forward to, yes? Then I share this about your 'glam rock queen'. I mention I pose nude so she can draw.

That became campy. She is overly sexual creature. How I say? 'Adores' ... (mind you, meaning of word - to worship or love greatly) well-endowed cock .... She becomes shy then decides she can not draw me nude. I joke, 'perhaps stick figure then'. She gaspily purrs, 'Oh my god! It's not a stick, Rudy darling! Far from it!'

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Um ... apparently the lord of dance Rudy Pavlova took over my public site, dears. It was hilarious! I was getting texts from people asking me: 'what is he doing?' and I'm replying back, 'Who? And what are you talking about?' Replies telling me to look at my public site.

Ron Craster (Pavlova valet / Haze Theatre stage director) - Fairy, this being said to me in Russian and I translate it to English. 'Why am I always put in position of peasant for my femmka? Now I must play PR (public relations) on her site because she has none. I dance! This is what I do!! I do not know the ways of commoners. How long must I be insulted like this? Yet I will do anything for my femmka. My heart beats for her.' 

That is your answer ... My suggestion? Re-consider having one of your entourage to do the PR on your site.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ I'll talk to him, Ron ... Thank you for telling me. I mean, I can't believe he shared with my precious fans the embarrassing me wanting to draw him naked and how that turned out! How embarrassing!! I'm almost afraid to look at the fan club comments now, because I am sure my precious honies are having much to say about that!

My precious fans, I will share with you the ... ahem ... profile picture I drew of my delectable prince and a cute caricature he did of me. All that coming over the next few days.

Meanwhile, watch this and come out and see me on my spring/summer Phoenix Reborn tour!! Hopefully, we'll find time to put together a new video. I absolutely love the bonus material ....

About the video:
The first 1/2 has an explained intro. added.
The 2nd half was put together by Pavlova. He picked out live footage viVid Photo Studio's Greg Hastings filmed

of Fairy to put the video together; accompanied by Fairy performing live, to you her adoring fans,

at several venues throughout her 2023 Fairy Soars summer tour.
Performances include:

  • Seven Seas Of Rhye

  • In The Lap Of The Gods

  • 2 different performances (partial and full) of Killer Queen

  • Bonus material - ballet danseur Pavlova watching and emulating Nureyev


As always, 'Loyal Subjects', watch the video to the very end, for stunning ending footage of Fairy

followed by the credits.

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Rudy is so fucking sexy, dears!! I spoke with him and I mean, so theatrical! He told me, 'My English ees poor. Russian ees my first language. I am no Pushkin. You know who Pushkin ees? No!' I ... purred, 'a famous Russian novelist.'

His gorgeous blue-grey eyes grew very wide, and he said, 'how you know Russian, femmka?!' I ... purred ... 'why shouldn't I, if the boy I love is Russian.' He made a gesture and breathed something in Russian under his breath. His valet translated it for me, 'I'm hardly a boy.' .... He then said (in his broken English), 'PR do narratives for who they are promoting. As weaving intros, preludes. How they say? Building up hype. Yes?' I purred ... 'and Jorge Schumann was very good at that. I told him to never make me boring. He approached the task of doing PR for me like theatre.'

This is what he replied, 'I ask him back. He came highly recommended. When we met, I asked him to do PR for you, as you know. Many very important people surrounding me were very furious over why we ended up dismissing him.

We rid of problems, so it would be safe for him to come back as PR for you.'

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I'd like to take the time to thank you, my precious fans, for adoring Rudy and myself's relationship.

He completes me, I him, and we love each other so. Thank you for your support and your fandom and appreciation

of our talents. Love and kisses to you all, darlings. Fairy xx

Hello, my dear fans. I have spent a great deal on my fan club site the past few days, so I have decided to attempt to keep my public site active. I have always preferred my fan club site more ... As you saw, in the very early hours, my PR man changed the homepage. I might have the old pages completely removed and let them be only in the menu (top right of page where the three lines are). As I said before about my dislike for photo galleries, it disgusts me that people will only look at and click photos. **Rolls eye lined eyes** There is more to me than that! The more to me is my videos!

Seeing my stage presence, hearing me sing and play as my beloved idol 1970s decade Freddie Mercury. What I live for and what all of you come out to see.

I have decided to enjoy Gay Pride month with Rudy and take a hiatus from my Phoenix Reborn tour until July.

So far, I have performed 12 concerts. All 12 sold out. Thank you for making that possible and coming out to see and support me. July, my tour resumes with rescheduled Cornwall and Manchester concert dates.

Will post more soon (both sites). Fairy xx

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I add to what Fairy posted. While we enjoy summer this month on hiatus, we might take the time to create a new video for her. Comprised of footage and performances from her Phoenix Reborn tour so far.

Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio: I want to take a moment and comment on the two photos Fairy added to what she posted. First off, I agree with her cut down of people only looking at photos. That is so lame. We like when people READ what is posted and watched the videos, because it shows an extreme involvement. The photo of Fairy, which my assist. photographer Phil Goldman took, better yet, let me do a screenshot off the homepage. The page was one of the very first pages created on her old site, then revised when we moved the site to the new hosting company in 2021. On the site way way at the beginning of Killer Queen having an online presence (talking about old pages... probably around 2019-2020).

What Fairy quoted me as having said in the page preview, is so true. Going back to those two photos. Fairy wearing her black eyeshadow (Freddie Mercury Queen II album look) and lipstick. So glam. Phil did a brilliant job creating the grainy old photo look. The photo of Pavlova that Fairy took, is perfect. Although I had to laugh over you fans teasing about how it was sort of Assy Warthog (Warhol) vibe how she did the border on it. It almost looks like the artwork Warthog did of Nureyev. She wasn't offended by it. She laughed and even asked Pavlova if he had a picture of the artwork. Prompting Pavlova to re-tell her the story of that weird twat trying to take a close up of Nureyev's crotch, and he tore up the photos, angered by it. Told to him by one of the several people he knows who knew Nureyev and Freddie Mercury personally and professionally.

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I tell Fairy many stories of them told to me by these people, photographer. She gazes in speechless awe. Warthog story was told in great details (as others) The creep was with his ugly dog 'queen' Mapplethorpe. Nureyev was not pleased with the photoshoot. He kept, in Tatar temper, saying Warthog made him look like 'something in Russian' (person couldn't remember exactly). Then Warthog creep tried to get a 'tight close up' of Nureyev's crotch and that did it! He tore up all the photos the creep took and, as told to me, 'Warhol and his ugly dog queen were left trying to salvage some of the photos, half in tears.'

Many stories of Freddie and Nureyev relationship I have been told. But I will not share it publicly. If I do, no details. Freddie was VERY obsessed with the ballet and Nureyev. S/he spent much offstage time attending ballets of Nureyev.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ Greg, I'm wearing the replicated black and white satin outfit with only one sleeve in that photo Philip took. The look Freddie wore during the Queen album. Snake arm bracelet on sleeveless arm. Unfortunately, he took the shot too high and that ended up out of the shot. I wish it hadn't. Rudy darling, as many times you tell that Warthog story, I think it's hysterical! I mean, those 'queens' were all lusting after Nureyev's 'abundant jewels'. HA!

Remember the one about that Liza fashion designer Halston, and he wanted to put rhinestones on Nureyev's crotch on some outfit he was commissioned to make for him, and he got angry and told him to fuck off, he's not like that.

Freddie wore that black ballet leotard with 'diamond crotch' (as s/he knew it as) look.

Me in replicated look and below it, (a little camp for you, dears) I've included a photo of my Rudy and his .... abundance of jewels he apparently inherited.

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Ah yes, campy queen who never ceases to make me laugh. What you write is very funny, femmka. I'm sure you remember, perhaps cherish, first ever lengthy conversation we engaged when we met. About panache. I believe a screenshot was taken of it. Allow me time, before I continue, to find.

Many things about this. First, photo of me was first ever photo you take of me. Taken outside my Cambridge home.

Male ballet leotard without tunic. Many conversations we have about panache. Flight of the Fairy ... Revisited is page

I believe it was on. Where I told you I laugh over effeminate take of male ballet leotard look of your beloved idol (which you have replicated for you). You tell me Freddie said that s/he talked about adding panache to his wardrobe because s/he was a dandy - a 'queen'.

The thing with Halston (who was effeminate), he designed for women, mostly exclusively for Liza. It was almost foolish for someone like him to attempt to do anything for Nureyev. Freddie Mercury with panache "diamond crotch" ballet leotard would be more Halston style (which was designed by Queen's designer Zandra Rhodes, btw) and very Freddie being effeminate queen. Very you, Fairy.

Photo top left, is Fairy backstage camping it up in white leotard. Photo below (beside Goldman one we discussed) I am exceptionally fond of. Fairy looking eerily identical to Queen II album. Erotic 'nip slip' (I'll never forget her explaining that to me (ref. Elegant Grandeur page). Me in one of my tailored suits emulating fave. Nureyev pose (right).

I hope all of you, my precious fans, are having a pleasant start of your weekend. I suppose there is no sense pouting over it, but I did have wonderful plans for my Gay Pride Month shows. I woke (it is now 4:30 here in England) around 1pm in a melancholy mood over thoughts of it. Oh well ... Remember before everything kept becoming such a stop and go unbearable disaster about my public site and I posted about a note? Ahem ... I was given it yesterday. I mean, I just can't, the things written in it. I'll post more over the weekend and if you're naughty enough (good is too dull) ... maybe a little video teaser preview.

Hello once again, luvies. So much for my video teaser preview. Aww, I know, sad faces. We had everything all set, then realized we no longer had a video editor! We tried for the Icecream app video editor, but that became weird. I won't go into details with that. So we will search for one ASAP and hopefully sometime, what's left of today

(oh my god! Can you believe it?! It's already after 5pm here in England!), we'll present it to you. Teaser preview.

Not an entire full length video.

For now, I'll post about the note ... It was rather romantic. I found it on my vanity with a lovely single white rose laying on top of it. Written on it: This is the note I left on your piano and took back. I think now you are ready to read it.

I rolled my eyes and laughed, thinking, 'ahhh, right, Rudy darling, you forget I don't read or understand Russian!' It was written in Russian! So I had to seek out his valet to translate it. THAT, my dears, was so unbelievably awkward and embarrassing! The poor man blushed and said that perhaps I should just have him re-write it in English. 'It's very intimate and sexual' were his words. I told him, please try. He turned even redder and begged off completely. So I gave in and let him write it out in English. Ahem ... I could see why he refused to read it out loud to me!

This is what it said: Fairy, so many nights I wake longing for the delicate touch of your slender hands, handling my cock as though it were fragile, although you must know it is not. Feeling its strength as it swells, becoming aroused, erect.

Your full sensuous lips, so erotically ... wet ... with the gloss you wear on them. Them hugged around my cock as you teasingly, lustfully, greedily suck it. Such forbidden pleasure you bring me. My heart beats for you and my cock throbs for you. Rudolf.

Me being a right tart thinking, as it just ended there, oh, do please go on, Rudy darling!!

I'll be back on, hopefully soon, with my teaser video preview.

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I wish for certain people looking at my femmka's site, ("important people") to remember she is unruly creature - Bohemian way of life. I can not believe she went through posting the contents of note for public.

That is all I wish to say ... As for video, this was funny. We gather footage and such, then I tell her, 'well, then, Fairy, how we go about this? Remember you turned on video editor we were using?' Lovely creature tosses long midnight black hair back, purring, 'we'll just use that IceCream app, Rudy darling.' She gets it on and 15 frames in, message 'you have exceeded amount of frames for free version' then something about upgrading to premium version for unlimited.

She shrieks at computer screen, 'oh, fuck you!!' So here we are with no teaser preview video to present anxious fans.

Most likely, it won't be presented until tomorrow.

~~ Fairy Mercury ~~ That video editor we used to create my video for 'Teo Torriatte (Let Us Cling Together)', those fools wanted you to pay for it by the month. I don't make videos monthly, so it would have been a waste of time.

We liked it all right, and I just now found where you can buy a DVD-Rom of it, you know, so you can use at your own leisure, so that's what I've done. I'm sorry for the wait. I mean, it was rather funny. Rudy and I (along with viVid Photo Studio photographers...) got together footage and a few live recordings from my Phoenix Reborn tour (so far) to put on the teaser preview video. I said, that should be enough to wow them. Rudy was like, 'uhhhh, but where's the video editor?' Oh my god! What a load of screw ups we are! HA!!

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Fairy, I wish for you to reply to note and NOT on here ... Perhaps tonight, in bed ...

Happy birthday, Fairy!And 2nd yr wedding anniversary25 June

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Above gif - Fairy on stage in replicated fairy winged frock of Freddie Mercury. How she dressed for her wedding.

Gif left - Multimillionaire Rudolf Pavlova dancing ballet before marrying his glam rock queen on her birthday at his Vienna estate. #romantic

'You Make Me The Happiest Man'

From intimate, personally self written wedding vows, Russian ballet danseur wrote and recited when he married glam rock Indian queen Fairy Mercury (the vows in their entirety are exclusively in the fan club site, along with photos and video of the wedding/birthday)

The 'romantic, regal, extravagant' wedding, as Fairy named it, was exactly just that. The ever so elegant glam rock queen, in her unique creative way, performed her idol Freddie Mercury written Queen song 'You Take My Breath Away' for her wedding vows.

 

Below - video of Fairy performing the song live in concert from the site's Videos page.

(Note: the video also includes Fairy performing the Queen song 'You And I'. Her mock-up Queen band guitarist

John Price came up with the idea to blend them together to create a skipping record effect. Fairy so perfectly captures Freddie's often called 'delicate' (effeminate) vocals. Grand piano, enchanting. Effortlessly and naturally.

Of course, her prince, the lord of dance Pavlova appears in footage throughout, as well as footage of Fairy onstage).

EXCLUSIVE!

Countdown begins, Loyal subjects, to an all new Fairy Mercury video!

Killer Queen returns after a week-long break from the internet.

What a better way to do so, than gracing her adoring fans with a new video.

Forget the teaser preview the glam rock queen mentioned!

This will be a full length video which will feature various live performances from Fairy's Phoenix Reborn tour!

You'll see the divine lush creature glittering in the (previously discussed on this page) 'diamond crotch' leotard,

along with many other 1970s decade Freddie Mercury looks. Russian ballet danseur Pavlova dancing ballet as his

Haze Theatre Troupe looks on and much more!

As fans 'hyperventilatingly' wait (you guys really are funny in the fan club comments), I managed to catch up with the lord of dance himself, Rudolf Pavlova. This is what he had to say about Killer Queen's new video:

'We are nearly finished.  Fairy really is lovely to work on videos with. Campy. She insists on being silly girl putting candid things she has filmed of me and I tell her, this does not show talents. But I let her. Look for 'cute' (I prefer adorable, it's more mature) moment photographer caught of her onstage ... emulating ... one of her cats. This was during one of her concerts in France. I hate to ruin things, but the best part is footage we decided on ending the video with it, we must!

I myself was very in awe and emotional. Photographer captured a back shot of Fairy on stage standing before her adoring fans. I said, 'we need to include this footage! It is a defining moment. The star before adoring fans.'

I open the video with something very theatrical - dramatic. Fairy and I hope fans will be captivated by the performances, footage and the production of the video.'

The 'FAIRY...tale couple' leave Vienna for England tomorrow and will present the video over the weekend and will be on to discuss it. According to Pavlova, Fairy might post a little something tomorrow.

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Hello, my precious fans. I can hardly wait for you to see my new video!! Tomorrow we put the finishting touches on it.

I am so very emotional at the moment. Rudy Pavlova put the end on and sat back and his delectable broken English Russian accent breathed, 'now that ees the perfect ending.' How he choreographed the end filled my eye lined eyes with tears. Greg (Hastings, viVid Photo Studio) cleared his throat, obviously very choked up with emotion and said,

'absolutely breahtaking.' What Rudy told my PR man (posted above), I felt embarrassed, dears! I took out one of the candid footage and replaced it with another footage of his dancing. He noticed and I told him, 'on my fan club site,

my precious fans really enjoy the special segment I do where I film snippet of you taking to me or someone else.'

His reply was, 'well, that doesn't belong on a music video now does it, baby?' I mean, I just can't - EVER!! ....

The photo of him I took with one of his tunic's draped over his shoulder (below) after I gave him a blow job ....

You'll see footage of him wearing it dancing ballet during one of my Phoenix Reborn (European leg) concerts.

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The second leg of the tour was supposed to kick off this month (June), but I delayed it, as you know. As a matter of fact, Monday is when we head for Cornwall for rehearsals for the first set to July dates. I might just take the countdown clock off here. I think it's rather gaudy, and surprise you in your 'hyperventilating anticipation'. Hmm. It could be tomorrow,

Sat., Sunday - who knows when you'll be graced with my new video. HA! Rudy was teasing me how I pronounce my s 's like 'sh' - same sibilant (lispy hiss) purr Freddie spoke in ... I told him not to tease! He told me, 'I think eets lovely, femmka. Besides, you tease about my bad English pronunciation of words, so eets only fair, yes?' ... speaking of talking, accents and all that ... That's a little cryptic lead in to my new video, my darlings. xx Fairy

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Hello dears. I'm losing it!! I realized I don't start rehearsals for my Cornwall shows until NEXT Monday!

I was actually relieved only for the fact that I will be presenting you with my new music video tomorrow (nervously shrieks like a wild cat). We might create a new page because this one is getting a bit long, and we'll need space to discuss it and other things. Perhaps we will create a new page and transfer the last part of this page, discussing my new video, to it. So tomorrow for certain. Love and kisses to you all, darlings.