The Show Must Go On
- Fairy Mercury
- Sep 2
- 17 min read
Updated: Oct 5
In spite of being 'lame' (I prefer blasé) it would be good to use to showcase talents. Also, your resilience as a successful entertainer who never gives up. - ballet danseur Pavlova to glam rock queen Fairy Mercury
Resilience defined: the capacity to withstand or to recover quickly from difficulties.
My latest video, me covering the Queen song 'Spread Your Wings' would be classified as a song of resilience and endurance. As my personal photographer (Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio) had briefly explained on the post Be Dazzled, it's about a person who longs to be a rock star and to leave their 'dead life' behind. Their dead end job, all of it. We will be working on the full video soon, my darlings. I might release it the 18 Sept. the day of my Haze Theatre show.
To Rudy Pavlova, my tits are not an exhausted topic even before they were discussed, so there! 😜 More soon, dears.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Femmka, I believe you were the one who claimed that about yourself in that ongoing tease. They aren't exhausted ... topic, to me. Far from. It aroused me much when you post sweaty tits gif with 'killer caption' (as adoring fans were calling it),
'make my tits sweat'.
I tell Fairy's adoring fans something someone has told me. I have not told her about it yet.
I had just got off phone with person before she posts. They tell me that they know it's not 1970s Queen, what we like and what my femmka is 'incarnate' of, but the year Freddie died, he sadly writes song 'The Show Must Go On'. This is part of the song:
'My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die
I'm never giving in ... I have to find the will to carry on
On with the show - The Show Must Go On'
The person tells me, 'it is a bit eerie now, isn't it?' I theatrically end there.
Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio: It blew up the fan club comments, because they strongly believe Fairy is the incarnate of Freddie Mercury.
Loyal Subjects! Here is a sneak peek excerpt at the exciting all new Fairy Mercury article!
Pavlova is currently at work on drawing another captivating portrait of the glam rock Killer Queen to accompany it. PLUS, coming soon! The divine lush creature that is Fairy Mercury attends the ballet and gets up to all kinds of unruly mischief!!
The Androgynous Rock Star: Identity and Performance
Having grown up with a deep admiration for Freddie Mercury's unapologetic flamboyance and unmatched vocal ability, Fairy Mercury saw an opportunity to channel the essence of Freddie's persona into a fresh, modern interpretation. But there was something more to Fairy's vision—a desire to not merely imitate, but to embody the androgynous spirit of the 1970s rock scene, blending both femininity and masculinity into a singular, powerful stage presence.
Fairy Mercury's performances quickly became a tribute to not just Freddie Mercury, but to the era itself. The androgynous flair, the glam rock aesthetics, and the grandiose theatrics were all part of the package. Fairy’s performances were as much a celebration of Freddie's legacy as they were an exploration of the fluidity of identity and the freedom that comes with rejecting societal constraints.
The Ever So Elegant Fairy Mercury Attends The Ballet
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Fans, your alluring star is such silly unruly creature. I can hardly wait for you to hear latest she has got up to. She attends my ballet performance at Haze Theatre, and I am at front of stage in middle of arabesque and glance out seeing her in VIP section with lovely black nails left hand to her ... glossed ... sensuous full lips, obviously trying hard not to laugh. This is tragic ballet I am dancing, no humour. So I was left wondering, what is this unruly androgynous creature up to now?!
You find out soon enough, when this continues in due time.
[conversation omitted]
Jorge Schumann (PR for FM) - So glad that shit show is over with. About time! As your femmka's adoring fans kept saying, 'boring and annoying'. Seriously didn't want to hear about it. Don't blame them because who cares about jealous haters towards Fairy.
Pavlova, I'm literally sitting here laughing trying to think of how to 'plug' what she's going to share with her fans about her night at the opera ballet. That one part reminded me too much of the one book on Freddie where it talks about people would literally come up behind him and say, 'excuse me, ma'am' mistaking him for a woman because s/he was so androgynous and effeminate. Slender beauty. Then the other part. Erm... not a fan of Pavlova?? And I am not even going there with the orchestra conductor part. Hilarious!! I seriously can't wait until she tells it. I'm sure it will be loads of camp the way she'll tell it. So that next, fans.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Jorge, keep what you wrote as the plug. Why be formal about it... Delete what my femmka, myself and Boyd has posted in few hours.
On with the show - The Show Must Go On
(I ... deliberately ... post following photos)
Fairy's Night At The Opera Ballet
(Pavlova, the above. The perfect plug and heading for it. Jorge)
I came up with the plug after laughing myself nearly to death.
It was like something out of a Marx Brothers film. After all, the legendary glam rock band Queen nicked the film names A Day At The Races and A Night At The Opera from the two Marx Brother's films for album titles. Citing being fans of theirs.
Hello dears. This is what I have decided. I am going to upload my new video to LoserTube.
I know I said I wasn't doing that anymore, but I won't bore you with the details of the change of mind. Once I upload it there and to my fan club site, I will let all of you have time to watch it and comment in the fan club comments on it. Then, Rudy Pavlova, myself, perhaps my photographer (Greg Hastings) will come on and discuss. Give me time to upload it. Come back in about 20-30 mins. (if you wish to view it on the fan club site, it will be uploaded almost immediately. LoserTube is slower).
I forgot to add, we will be redoing the videos page on my site. Organizing it.
As always, with all my videos, be sure to watch it to the very end. You don't want to miss anything, now do you? 😉
In the words of the Queen song 'Another One Bites The Dust':
'Are you ready, are you ready for this?
Are you hanging on the edge of your seat?''
Glam Rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury Performing Queen's 'Spread Your Wings'
Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova spreads his wings and flies away
on glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury's new music video!!
The video features Pavlova along with the Freddie Mercury lookalike/incarnate
Fairy Mercury, looking glam rock as ever, in stunning footage.
Killing it, as ever, with the effeminate vocals sounding just like Freddie!!
Review from former 'entertainment and arts' critic from the 1970s:
'Pavlova lives up to 'lord of dance' following in the ballet slipper steps of Nureyev's lineage. Another breathtaking masterpiece from 'the FAIRY...tale couple'. As always, Fairy Mercury emulates to perfection (if an 'reincarnate' is even capable of 'emulation') glam rock icon Freddie Mercury's effeminate vocals and androgynous stage presence. If there is such thing as 'perfection', these two are definitely it.'
[post omitted. Jorge Schumann post kept at Fairy's request]
READ CAREFULLY!!
Um... why are straight repulsive awkward pricks snooping in gay people's business? We're about 'effeminate queens' (you) 'tight ASS' (circled part below) not dick and definitely NOT cunty pussy. That's what EVERYONE surrounding you (the 'queen') is about. You're the only one into dick, Fairy, because of you being effeminate gay 'queen' Naive straight pricks NEED to fuck themselves the hell out of your business now!!
'very tight ass' EFFEMINATE being fucked. PICTURED BELOW!!
NOW FUCK OFF, STRAIGHT BASTARDS!!!! GO BACK TO YOUR NAUSEATING PUSSY EATING. SCUMMY CREEPS! STRAIGHT PEOPLE AWKWARD SHIT! - Jorge Schumann
GO DESTROY SOMEONE'S ELSES LIFE AND RELATIONSHIP, DRAMA FREAKS!
From Fairy - This is MY website, my career as entertainer, and my life!! I will do as
I damn well please. I hope I'll be able to be in a better frame of mind in a few more days.
I WAS looking forward to my concert on Thurs. but it's too late now to gather up my creativity and rehearse for it and get in a positive mood. Please understand.
Besides, ticket refunds are already being issued and you can't be unrealistic thinking you can just so easily change your mind and complicate things. A LOT goes in it all.
I think I'll just spend that day on a walk through Hyde Park with Rudy, and ponder my dreams wanting to be Freddie incarnate, to commemorate that day. Whenever you hear from me again, it will be picking up where we left off, even though that happened two weekends ago now. Thank you, always, for your fandom.
[section omitted]
Fairy Mercury: Francis (Boyd) is funny, dears. Too bad all of you aren't in person, in the same room with me when certain things (past and present) have been posted on my fc and public sites. He was muttering under his breath, 'it's bloody hard posting on that page with that sex gif going on.' I embarrassed him ... purring ... 'that's me and Rudy's sex video being leaked' Being serious, it was actually going to appear in the scrapped video Rudy and I were working on for me covering Queen's 'Get Down, Make Love'. Mmm.. I might talk Rudy into having us go back for it and finish it ... Out of cryptic bitchy spite, I might even cover
'Another One Bites The Dust' next. Never have I ever been so in love than I am with
Rudolf Pavlova. He is my prince, a true prince. He literally will go lengths to protect me and save me. True love. Devoted love. That is what we have. I can't wait until I tell about my experience at the ballet a few weekends ago. The old geezer and old hag that were seated to my right. Greg (Hastings) accompanied me. We came to the conclusion that old geezer was a closeted gay and the hag was his 'fag hag'. The old hag didn't like Rudy Pavlova whatsoever and mistaked me for a lady. I mean, you just have to hear all about it, dears!
As my manager/PR man wrote, it was so campy and right out of Marx Brothers type of camp films!!
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Speaking of 'Too bad all of you aren't in person, in the same room with me when certain things (past and present) have been posted on my fc and public sites.'
My femmka writes, I read what she wrote and I say to her, 'we no go back for video because my cock is exhausted topic remember? Now it's exhausted on eternal loop in that gif.' She is crying, literally, laughing hard over what I say. I make mental note to see to it 'glam rock queen' is seated somewhere else in VIP section and not by those two ever again. As I say before all was ruined, some of 'those people' embarrass me. I hear 'old hag' remark about me, 'he doesn't pause in the air' at party once. I walk up to old hag and say, 'Nureyev didn't and was criticized that he doesn't pause in the air as Nijinsky was known and I say, that is because Nijinsky was effeminate, slender and not muscular as myself and Nureyev.'
Ever since, that old hag has nothing but criticizing remarks to say about me and that I have married out of artisocrat high society, living up to 'ballet bad boy' Nureyev image 'I am now dating a rock star' cryptically referring to being in romantic relationship with effeminate queen Freddie Mercury. I laugh over my femmka's experience and can't wait for her to tell adoring fans of it.
Francis J. Boyd (Auction broker / authorized buyer for FM) - I can hardly wait to hear her, I'm sure it will be very campy, account of it, Pavlova. As with Fairy, being slender elegant beauty, that, of course, Nijinsky would be able to 'pause in the air'. Lightweight. Whereas being muscular, as you and Nureyev, you would come down faster when 'flying' (ballet terminology). Take your nonsense elsewhere, I say, hag. So Fairy was mistaken for being relation to the party that usually occupied those two VIP seats her and her photographer were occupying. The androgynous beauty was mistaken for being a lady. S/he got a kick out of it. I was present (I had attended the ballet with my partner, but were weren't in the VIP) when Fairy told Pavlova what had transpired. It really is campy as hell, fans. She had myself, Pavlova and everyone else present in tears, laughing so hard.
Compare Fairy's legs to that of Pavlova's.
Slender, elegant, androgynous beauty.
Audience Participation
If you're a successful entertainer, never reveal your whereabouts. Well, the ever so elegant
glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury found that out the hard way when she and her
dashingly handsome ballet prince did arrive at Hyde Park as she revealed she would.
Several fans having read it, showed up in Hyde Park!! We are asking if any fan got this on film. They approached from a distance, hysterical over locating her and Pavlova in the park. Fairy told them, 'never approach me if I'm with my boy.'
An embarrassed look crossed Pavlova's face, who would tell her, 'I'm hardly a boy.'
Of course, her fans were waiting for him to say it, but it never came.
The glam rock queen took the opportunity to put on a mini impromptu performance for her adoring fans. Fairy did manage to commemorate the 18 Sept. 1976 legendary Queen Hyde Park performance after all. Very touching and memorable moment.
Fairy's Night At The Opera Ballet
I had attended the ballet with Greg (Hastings, viVid Photo Studio). We were in the VIP section, which apparently were seats some of the ‘important people’ usually occupy.
To my left was seated the old geezer and old hag we were discussing (see above). During the ballet, when Rudy first appeared in it, I heard the old hag quietly remark, ‘why do you like Pavlova? Look at him! He is so haughty!’ The old geezer loudly whispered, ‘Hush! So was Nureyev. He’s dancing as a prince, what do you expect?’ and the old hag sighed really loud and remarked, ‘and he’s married to that rock star creature who is completely bohemian. That’s what he ('he' being said in distaste) says, she is bohemian way of life
when - ‘ the old geezer cuts the miserable old hag off, loudly whispering, ‘will you be quiet, Dolores?! Where are your manners?! We’re at the ballet, for gods sake, be quiet before the conductor hears you nattering on!’ I mean, I was hiding my face behind the ballet program trying so hard not to laugh out loud! Greg was convinced the old geezer was a closeted gay and had a crush on the orchestra conductor. He kept watching the guy in the orchestra pit conducting the orchestra.
The old hag kept glancing over at me, then I heard the, clearly a busybody, old hag quietly say to the old geezer, ‘they’re in (name omitted) seats. They must be some relation. She’s Indian. You know a bit of Hindi, can’t you say something to her?’ The old geezer loudly whispered, ‘hush!’ The old hag sighed and sort of leaned across the old geezer saying to me, ‘that young man, the danseur, is as haughty in person as he is on stage. Oh! I absolutely adore your tier necklace.’ The old geezer takes hold of the old hag and sits her back in her seat loudly whispering, ‘where are your manners, Dolores?! You are blocking the view!’
Greg whispered to me, ‘yeah, the view of the conductor.’ I cuffed him, like the feline creature that I am, dears! It’s all I needed was to end up laughing out loud and making a complete fool of myself!
Anyone familiar with ballet knows, there is the danseur’s solo which comes before the
pas de deux. All during Rudy dancing his solo, that old hag off and on kept ‘tsking’. The old geezer kept elbowing her to quit, and at one moment, loudly whispered, ‘you are worse than a commoner!’ Then Greg whispered to me, ‘someone’s clearly not a fan of Pavlova’ Talking about elbowing, I elbowed the cheeky fool. Then I heard the old geezer quietly say to me, in Hindi … ‘you’ll have to excuse my friend. She’s getting up in age and … well … she’s bit of a stodgy busybody.’
I … purred … ‘I speak English. I am Eurasian’ (half British, half Indian) and the old geezer said, ‘Ah! Exotic indeed. Its lovely to meet your acquaintance, miz – er -’ I … purred …
'My name is Fairy. Fairy Mercury.’ The old geezer turned deep red. I saw him glance at the stage then lower his eyes to his program. Too obvious he embarrassed himself mistaking me for a lady (along with the old hag having to) and having learned I am the ‘rock star creature’ married to the ‘haughty’ Rudolf Pavlova. Then most likely, being closeted gay as Greg was assuming, which I believe the old geezer truly was. I mean, he was salivating over that orchestra conductor. HA! Ballet over, the old geezer seemed quick to escort himself and the old hag out, probably still embarrassed. In Rudy’s dressing room, I told him all about my quite awkward audience experience. He told me about the ‘pausing in the air’ incident.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - My femmka, I still laugh. I tell my femmka, I do not know how this 'old geezer' thinks orchestra conductor would hear all the way down in orchestra pit and over the instruments. I believe he was as photographer kept joking to Fairy, had 'crush' on conductor. This old hag, who is in 80s, had seen Nureyev dance and thought him haughty too. So it is not surprising she would think I 'take after' the lord of dance ... I told of party few years back. When the old fool remarked that I don't pause in the air, and my response. Nureyev changed the old fashioned tradition of ballet and many old fashioned people thought him a rebel because of it. Which was funny, because greats like Sir Frederick Ashton, Robert Helpmann, Dame de Valois (founder of the Royal Ballet) embraced it.
So I say, bah! To unpopular opinions.
Francis J. Boyd (Auction broker / authorized buyer for FM) - Rude disrespectful old bat. As you wrote, old fashioned idiot. I remember rock music wasn't embraced either and thought of as rebellious to oldies of that time ('60s-'70s). Fools who can't accept change. If I were you, Pavlova, I wouldn't allow the old fool to attend anymore of your ballets. The old geezer, now that's funny.
Fairy Mercury - Awww, Francis was but a mere child in the '70s and he got to see Queen in concert and that I will always envy you over! The old geezer was an absolutely riot. The only time he took his eyes off the conductor was when Rudy was on stage dancing. Now about Hyde Park. We discussed much of it on my fan club site. It was wonderful. I did a medley of Queen songs, a cappella. I want to thank fan Mike G. for submitting video he had filmed of it, which had been posted to the fan club site as exclusive content. I might seriously cover 'Another One Bites The Dust'. Should we go back to discussing my video for 'Spread Your Wings'? Make up for all the cruel what we were doing on my site having been ruined meddling interfering bs.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Of course, baby. I go first in discussion. We were very proud of the end results in what we had achieved. We started it out with her lovely slender hands, with black nails left had only, playing piano for lead in followed by very lovely footage of exotic creature taken from various concerts throughout Messenger Of The Gods tour. As fan club member who happens to be a former entertainment and arts critic (back in 1970s), said in his review: '...Fairy Mercury emulates to perfection (if an 'reincarnate' is even capable of 'emulation') glam rock icon Freddie Mercury's effeminate vocals and androgynous stage presence.' Her talents surpasses any fool so-called 'Freddie Mercury reborn' out there ...
As for my parts ... the sexual creature teases that I look like I am simulating sex on part at 2:02 video timer. The end was her idea. Using the overlay at the end of feathers. The very erotic 'take me with you' part she does towards end. The feathers overlay, as she explained in adding it at very end, 'that is suppose to represent you having taken me with you. The feathers of the 'fairy' having flown away.' I tell her, this is lovely, creative choreography.
Francis J. Boyd (Auction broker / authorized buyer for FM) - Might I suggest you make gifs from the video. Speaking of the end, I thought it an absolute work of art. The footage of her twirling (I guess is how one would describe) her black nail index finger and then you 'flying away' then that feathers end, you are speaking of. Absolute brillance!
Fairy Mercury - Francis dear, are you back contributing to my site? It's funny you continuing to get in on the conversation. Francis was age 18 in 1976 and I envy that he saw Queen's Hyde Park concert and behaves as if was no big deal! You tell of it, Francis.
Francis J. Boyd (Auction broker / authorized buyer for FM) - It was their way of thanking their British fans. They performed the free concert in the park. Being young, anything 'free' attracts interest. I was a fan of Queen and when I heard who was putting on this free concert in the park, I decided to attend. It did indeed attract the historic crowd. I was a bit disappointed that I didn't think to bring binoculars. Getting anywhere close up enough to see details of them on stage, was near to impossible. It was the concert Freddie premiered the effeminate take on the male ballet leotard look. Which, in fact, I noticed on your new video, the last frame of you (before 'credits') has you in the look, looking identical to Freddie from Hyde Park, Fairy. Let me find timer position. 3:57 on timer.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Francis, I am glad you noticed frame. We put that in as a 'cryptic' and on purposely left towards the end. It is 7pm. Dinner is served here at my Cambridge estate at 7 promptly. We go off now and perhaps resume afterwards. So, your recollection of Hyde Park concert is vague. It is to be envied that you were one in attendance, even though you weren't close to stage.
[boring negativity deleted ... now onto ...]
Fairy Mercury - Francis, I'm glad Jorge wrote it too. The best manager/PR man anyone could have. Because in the gay community, you're either an 'ass man' or cock sucking tart. Rudy isn't into 'taking it up the ass' (being bent) because he's not effeminate. So he would be an 'ass man'. He talked about all that on the page Unruly Queen. Straight asses who are very naive about gays just wouldn't get us gays and just need to sod off!
Who wants to see me covering Another One Bites The Dust with me and Rudy Pavlova having sex throughout? Just to spite pricky dicky straight gay haters ... and cunts.
I'm going to be my effeminate self and get some lip gloss on and suck his enormous gay cock.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Femmka, gay cock action ... Piss off the straight gay haters. Especially the jealous disgusting perv dickheads ... Fairy, we should get my dick cum on your effeminate sweaty tits. THAT is what I'm into. I'm not into cock. A tight effeminate ass and effeminate tits (yours), is what I desire.
Fairy Mercury - Mmm, do tell me more of what you 'desire', you sexy Russian boy man!!
Let's delete all the boring negative bs and indulge my fans in this naughtiness you speak of.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Well then, how they say? 'Now we're talking' - yes? Instead of looking simulating sex in dance on your video, why not let me for real show you sex. You telling me in effeminate lovely sibilant whispery purr, 'take me with you', just like erotic sounding part on video. Sensuous full lips drenched in lip gloss always arouses me, femmka.
Fairy Mercury - Mmm, my goodness. What is all this, Rudy darling? Are you sexually starved or what? HA!! Apparently, what I posted must have ... aroused ... you and, as always, you're taking it as an invite to 'take' this queen ... Slooowly reaches black nails left hand in bag to retrieve lip gloss ...
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - It truly is effeminate. Because picture of me below is the male ballet danseur leotard look without tunic. Second, with tunic. Then there is you in one of Freddie replicated take on leotard. Effeminate, just like s/he was. Half naked tart with strap teasingly fallen off shoulder. Too arousing. And those lips ... Let's go off now, give me what
I want, baby ....
Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio: Don't mean to be a cheeky wanker butting in, but it's the very low drop in the front and the straps is what makes it effeminate VS the actual male ballet danseur leotard.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Photographer, she, how they say? 'pulls off' androgynous. There is no bulge. Giving off impression of not having a cock. Tucked. Androgynous mystic. Effeminate beauty. I truly love her. She is my life. My heart beats for her.
Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio: Like Freddie, Fairy is unquestionably very effeminate. As if I have to tell you that, you already know, having been married for 3 years now. Personality, looks, even speaking/singing voice. Again, just like Freddie. 'Campy queen'. Camp is typical effeminate gay mannerism. Since you said Nureyev was very attracted to campy effeminate gays and you are as well. As I said, when you two met, you complete Fairy.
