Be Dazzled
- Fairy Mercury
- Aug 13
- 17 min read
Updated: 15 hours ago
Be prepared to be dazzled.
Dazzled defined: to cause someone to feel strong admiration of something or someone.
If you are dazzled by someone or something, you think they are superb and exciting.
Hello dears! I am having so much fun here in Cardiff rehearsing for my upcoming concert this Friday and Saturday. I thought I'd take a break and quickly post a few treats for you to enjoy. xx Fairy



Pavlova (ballet danseur) - She is being silly girl here in Cardiff. We're trying to find time to, how they say? Recuperate? Yes? From disastrous 'Face To Face' exclusive. Focus at moment is on rehearsals for Cardiff shows. More later.
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Hello dears. It is going on 2am here in London. I decided to quickly pop in and post before going off to bed. Below is so me from Friday and Saturday night's shows! I was so knackered, I could hardly keep my eyes open!! I wasn't the one doing the rocking, all of you rocked me so hard! Thank all of you for two wonderful, memorable nights!

So many days have passed since the incident that ended up ruining the exclusive Face To Face 'write-up' (ref. bottom half of All The Dreams We Had). We decided not to finish it, my precious fans. Awww, I know groans and sad faces. The momentum ended up ruined because of it. So what I am going to do, I am going to post what I was going to about it.
I remember being told someone by the name of Pavlova wanted to meet me, with an interest in having me perform at Haze Theatre, which they owned. I thought it was some stuffy old geezer. HA! I got there with Greg and a few others, and we were escorted down a long hall. On one side of the hall, I remember these ... enormous ... cock ... photos. At least 35x24 in size. Poster size! Of this very naked ballet danseur. I remember telling that Dame Eleanor, 'isn't that Nureyev?' She told me, 'no, they are emulation photos of Nureyev. The two black and white ones, that is. It is Pavlova of who you are about to meet.'


The coloured one I cropped waist up because I am not going to have what's mine and mine alone in full-frontal on here after that foolishness that happened. Ruining that 'write-up'.
I remember telling that Dame Eleanor they are such homoerotic photos and I literally begged to buy them. A few days later, they were indeed sold to me. Well, needless to say, it's a bit awkward, dears, to have seen photos of someone naked then meet them the next moment.
So yeah, I became a shy tart and fled after he kissed the back of my black nails left hand, asking if I would do the Fandango. I'll add a few ... homoerotic ... photos of myself to accompany them, so you don't get upset, luvies.


Also!! I bet you didn't expect this. The teaser video for my upcoming new music video!
I hope you enjoy it, dears. Will post more soon. xx Fairy
Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Cardiff was indeed memorable. Many of you, my femmka's adoring fans, thought 'knackered' (such British talk...) was funny, so silly girl - how they say? 'comes back for more' yes? about 'knackered' photo of herself. I do not read fan club comments, but I am often told of a few things that are written. Fairy and I are pleased to hear you are very excited to see full video and much enjoyed teaser. It was meant for post titled 'Spread Your Wings', but tour has kept us very busy, so it is now towards end of tour, we've found time to at least create teaser.
As for what else she posts. Baby Fairy, do you remember I kept trying to convince you nude photos are art? I was embarrassed to learn why you fled from me. No one thought to take them off wall before your arrival. I am glad you cropped full-frontal, because you are true in saying ... it ... is yours and yours alone .... We post more soon.
Fairy Mercury - It's funny, Rudy darling, what you wrote made me think. You're such a fucking perfect prince, and you probably couldn't work it out why I fled. You were probably left wondering if I thought you were a creep, having kissed (so intimate...) my hand and asking me to dance with you. It was sweet the next time we met (Hyde Park...) and you kept trying to convince me it was art. I mean, all this naughty tart could think of is if I could handle something that ... fucking enormous or not!
Anyway ... my precious fans. I went off to bed full of nerves over waking up to see the reaction to the video teaser and all else I posted. You're wonderful!! Thank all of you for your fandom! Bristol, you're up next! Two weeks from today. Get ready, be ready!!


Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - I asked for some 'voddie' (as Freddie Mercury knew vodka as) and told those present, 'well then, that didn't go off so well. Why she leave like this?' Then I am told, 'she saw nude photos of you on way to office, and it was probably a bit overwhelming.' Then I do find out, that was why you left like that, because of photos.
Fairy Mercury - Ha! I told Rudy when we exhausted this conversation the other day, 'what a thing to talk about, your cock, Rudy darling.' Then I daringly asked him how would he react if he were to see me naked before having met me. Omg! I loved his reply, dears! His sexy Russian accent breathed, 'I had. Your effeminate tits and midriff half naked een catsuit. I was verree een love with forbidden exotic creature on stage before me.'
I just have to pause and cryptically post these photos and what is written...

Then I laughed over the thoughts of how Myaow Meeow Productions came about. What inspired me to come up with that ... Remember how I made screenshots of it, dears?
I'll put them in a gallery for you. Click to ... enlarge ...
You can read all of it on Flick Of The Wrist. He's going to absolutely hate I'm posting this!
I never let him live it down, and embarrassing him so much when it's brought up!!
Anyway, many of you, oh yes, my darlings, I still read the fan club comments section although there are so so many! With over 25 million members now. Many of you have been wondering after I rock Bristol, or will you rock me like Cardiff did? What will I be doing.
I hate fall and winter with a passion. They are such boring, dull, uneventful months. Depressing! After Bristol, Rudy and I will be off to his Vienna estate for a month.
Finish working on the new video. AHHHH!!
Then I don't know what. To keep you entertained, my precious fans, I might stage something for Xmas and New Years. I don't care to think that far ahead.

Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Well then, that's quite the ... ahem ... pornographic read, that I am sure the 'important people' (as you prefer, femmka) ... well, I'll just have to remind them you are unruly creature and Bohemian way of life now, won't I?
A Little Silhouetto Of A Queen is always quite the interesting read, don't you think, femmka? ... (awaits reply ...). Of course, shy creature most likely will not reply ...
I refresh page long enough to see if alluring creature has replied, so I now post Nureyev humour for her. I find that hard to believe that you, the overly sexual tart creature, would let my cock become an 'exhausted topic', baby. It does become quite 'exhausted' (what is word? 'spent'? Yes.) when you give it those 'erotic blow jobs' with those lovely full sensuous lips.
Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio: Me behaving like cheeky wanker. If you ever want me and Phil to talk about the photos we take of the two of you, let us know ... You know, story behind the photo sort of thing. LOL!! I just now received a text, 'Loyal Subjects', Fairy is in the garden running away. Pavlova, you're seriously hilarious. She also texted: 'I am blushing so fucking hard right now! I just can't! I just seriously can't!! OMG! He is so fucking sexy!!!'
Btw, we originally wanted to premiere the teaser video for Spread Your Wings on All The Dreams We Had because it was befitting of the title/post. The song being about a person's dreams of wanting to leave their dead end job to become a rock star.
The song was written by the bassist.
(The gifs and captions are your cryptic reply from her, Pavlova...)




Quick post to you, my precious fans. Omg! My tits now became an exhausted topic even before it got started! HA! Seriously, I fucking love you, Rudy Pavlova!!! Anyway, I start rehearsals for Bristol tomorrow. All that and more this week! xx Fairy
It is already 2 in the afternoon. What a busy morning we've had! We arrived in Bristol at 8am. Crew sat up the stage at the venue I will be rocking this weekend. Then we got right to it. Next 3 days we will be terribly busy with rehearsals.
I just have to share this. As you, my precious fans, know, one of Rudy Pavlova's several estates is located in Cambridge. For those of you in England and familiar. Those of you who aren't, it takes nearly an hour to get to Cambridge from London (where I reside). It takes an hour 1/2 to get to Bristol from London. Which is much longer to get from Cambridge to Bristol. Probably over 2 hours. So I told Rudy, why not come to my London home, and we'll go from there in the morning. My home is totally out of his element, dears!!
'Bohemian way of life'. There's nothing 'royal etiquette' about how I live. Then there's my cats.... To my surprise, he actually agreed to it. He arrived with his valet. My cats greeted him, slinking around his legs. He said to them, 'well then, hello, shalosti' I looked at his valet for English word to the Russian 'shalosti'. 'Mischiefs' his valet translated. I ... purred ...
'Aww, now you have an adorable nickname, darlings!'
Below is how he showed up dressed ....


Too obvious so that none of my cats' hairs will get over any of his ridiculously expensive tailored wardrobe. Arouse is a word he is fond of using ... especially to describe ... well, you know ... Apparently, 'make my tits sweat' accompanied by gif of me with just that, sweaty tits, obviously really ... aroused ... him. That day we were posting all that, he came out into the garden looking for me. Being theatrical, pirouetting like some ballet prince and calling out, 'Hark! Eees that a silly girl I hear giggling een my garden?!' I was slinking about the rose bushes and topiary laughing my arse off, like a silly tart, over his cock being an exhausted topic joke he made.
He took it as an invite to 'take me'. I mean, he is so fucking sexy. VERY romantic and sexual. This is what he told me, 'perhaps, I show you, femmka, how my cock ees not exhausted topic, yes. I make your tits sweat as you wish.' I don't think you want to hear the rest, or do you, you naughty honies. HA!! Mmm, I'll leave you longing for more for now.
Back to rehearsals.

Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Fairy and I live for stage. We are so much quotes (below). Since my femmka's tits became exhausted topic even before topic began and my cock is completely exhausted ... Oh! I failed to add word topic ... One 'topic' that never exhausts is the talents.
We have been working hard past several days to make final dates of tour memorable event.

She is being such silly girl over the exhausted cock joke I make. I tell her, 'well, wasn't that what the topic was about, baby?' Of course, we know how she becomes over me calling the exotic creature that ... Otherwise, we have been very busy with rehearsals. Much goes into it.
Some of what you can expect. We will post more soon when we find time.
Bristol, thank you for a memorable past two nights! You were wonderful. Rudy Pavlova and myself have decided not to leave for his Vienna estate until month's end. Then I became a bit melancholy over summer coming to an end, on top of my tour ending. So Rudy came up with the idea, why not perform at Haze Theatre (for second time, I already had at the start of the tour) when we realized September 5th would have been my beloved idol's birthday.
Anyone with fan club membership would know, many of you have spotted Rudy and myself several times on strolls through Hyde Park and have posted about the 'sightings' in the comments section. It has always been a dream of mine to perform in Hyde Park.
Possibly re-creating Queen's legendary Hyde Park concert which took place in 1976 with over 200,000 in attendance. TO DATE, it has been the largest concert event London has ever seen. I mean, if you watch rare footage, people were even up in the trees watching!!
How wild is that, dears?!


So, on 18 Sept., I will be performing the special event at Haze Theatre to commemorate Queen's legendary Hyde Park performance along with Freddie's birthday. This coming weekend, I will be in attendance for one of Pavlova's ballet performances at Haze Theatre.
Me, an audience member. Ha! What a riot!! I'll try not to be too unruly ...
As for (ahem) 'exhausted cock' ... I mean, it is too hilarious! He will not let me live it down.
I keep ... purring ... 'Rudy darling, I said the topic became exhausted!' and he breathes in that sexy broken English Russian accent of his, 'and topic being my cock, yes? So thees has become exhausted along with your tits before they were even talked of.' I mean, teasing me relentlessly over it!! I laugh so hard.

Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Unruly ... creature is lovely. First night of teasing, we go off to bed and I tell her, 'well, we go straight to sleep since my cock and your tits are exhausted.' then
I pause before adding the word 'topic'. What does she do?
Overly sexual creature obviously ... aroused ... by it, laughing hystercially finally controls herself and sibilant purr in my ear, 'mmm, Rudy darling, let me exhaust your enormous fucking cock.' So I am sure adoring fans have the gist of what possibly happens next ...
As for Hyde Park (I can hardly wait for my femmka to read this) the pre-order ticket sales (for Fairy's Haze Theatre concert) were snatched up in under 10 minutes after PR announced them being on sale.
We post much more soon. At moment, we have very busy weekend.
Enjoy this gif in meanwhile. Lovely in fairy winged frock, obviously saying something campy to fans, looking down at her (for once, not exposed) tits ...

Up Next: Reflections Of Hyde Park & Publicity Stunts?
In 1976, glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury and the dashing Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova literally didn't exist! As in weren't even born yet! The glam rock band Queen and ballet legend Nureyev were 'prominent' figures of the time.
'Welcome everybody, to our picnic by the Serpentine' was Freddie Mercury's first words to the historical over 200,000 gathered in Hyde Park back in 18 Sept. of 1976.
Fans are hilarious, the fan club comments section. Fairy and entourage (monitoring it) find it hilariously entertaining. Ongoing comment thread 'Sightings' where fans literally haunt Hyde Park in hopes of spotting the 'FAIRY...tale couple' on jaunts through the park. Fans don't dare approach. Pavlova is heavily guarded by 2 bodyguards due to his extreme wealth and lineage. Are their jaunts done as 'publicity stunts' to get fans riled and talking?
This and so much more, up next.
Before we continue, dears, I want to quickly post this (I'll delete it soon) on Saturday hours before my 2nd night Bristol show, as you recall, I posted a message (now deleted) on my fan club site stating I was no longer going to make videos because no one is watching them on LoserTube. I think there is seriously something wrong with that overrated site's system.
We even tested it ourselves by watching the videos and even sat several to autoplay and still the view count stays the same. As you also know, my fan club site is a lot like my public site's hosting service. It has a built-in video player. The hosting company I have for my public site does as well. They have where you can choose their built-in player, LoserTube, Vimeo,etc.
The Haze Theatre promo for my 18 Sept. concert will be the last video we will be uploading to LoserTube. From now on, any videos we post on my public site, will be posted using the hosting company's built-in video player. xx Fairy
Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - I wish to add to what my femmka, your star, has posted about videos. That day she was very upset. She nearly didn't grace the stage. I tell her, worse thing you can do is let down your fans. The show must go on! Leave that damn internet behind for the moment, we'll deal with it later. What she has posted is how it will be dealt with. The utter foolishness only records 2 views and stops at that. Never increases in views. As she called it 'overrated'.
Fairy Mercury - I'm glad that was so very easy to get sorted, Rudy darling. Too bad everything in life isn't that easy to sort out. I'm glad the hosting company has that option about video players. .... 'Campy Queen And Ballet Bad Boy' .... my precious fans find it hilariously campy the 'exhausted' conversations you and I have been going around and around with on my public site, dear. Ongoing and they don't think it would ever get old.
Since you don't look at the fan club comments, that's what they've been saying.
As far as our jaunts through Hyde Park, we'll post about that soon. No, they are not 'publicity stunts', dears. I love Hyde Park and I've explained why, other than it's beauty.
The Serpentine that snakes through the park. Speaking of videos ... I made this video very shortly after Rudy Pavlova asked me to marry him, there in Hyde Park, in 2022.
The Peter Pan statue with ... fairies ... at the base. This plaque is on it. Countess Margaret of Snowdon (the president of the Royal Ballet) unveiled it. I've included an upclose photo the plaque under the video.

Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - The video is lovely, femmka. You even filmed the Serpentine. The statue is situated near the Serpentine, overlooking it. Yes, the Countess Margaret (Queen Elizabeth's sister) and that idiot pseudo 'lord' Snowdon were very close friends of Nureyev.
Many of the people 'surrounding' me (the 'important people' as you prefer, femmka) knew them or worked at the Royal Ballet. The Kirov (in Russia) where Nureyev got his 'start'. Other places in ballet/theatre/opera. That Wayne Sleep idiot became very good friends with Freddie through Sir Joseph Lockwood (Queen's EMI record label, also chairman of Royal Ballet) which was how Freddie (obsessed with the ballet and Nureyev) eventually met her 'crush' (Nureyev). As for Queen's historical Hyde Park event. It became disappointing, because there was a curfew and the band had to end the concert prematurely. They couldn't finish the entire set. One of 'those people' told me that Freddie didn't want to risk being arrested because s/he was so 'queen', so s/he had no other choice but to abide by the curfew.
Fairy Mercury - What cracks me up about Peter Pan is that Tinker Bell (fairy...) and it's limited vocabulary 'silly ass!'. I mean, that bitch is so unruly. HA! Um ... not really appropriate for a children's book, although it's hilarious!! Rudy darling, it's why s/he was saying that 'peaceful event' thing that I'm emulating on that video. Asking the fans not to throw things. Because the fans got angry because of the curfew.
Btw, tickets to the public go on sale tomorrow. Thank you, my precious fans, for selling out the pre-order. Always, for supporting me by coming out to see my concerts, joining my fan club and for your fandom. I thank you all! xoxo Fairy
New post soon. Unfortunately, this one is already getting too long! 13 minute read.
Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - We offer your fans much content, femmka. That, one can not say. Such as fan club site with many exclusives. They, how they say? 'get money's worth'.
Now where we leave off on being exhausted ... topic? I post gif of my femmka in fairy winged frock with tits covered, for once ... Her tits became even more exhausted topic even before it got started. As for my cock being exhausted. Oh! Again, I forgot to add word 'topic'. Such errors should not be permitted....
We continue on new post. What should new post be titled?
Fairy Mercury - The Show Must Go On. It's sort of lame, but lets run with it, Rudy darling, for the new post title. Better suggestions??
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - In spite of being 'lame' (I prefer blasé) it would be good to use to showcase talents. Also, your resilience as a successful entertainer who never gives up. Yes?
IMPORTANT Message From FM Management:

Any of this type of 'stalking' and game playing by 'lusting after' Fairy's husband will get anyone hated. This company has been unsubscribed and blocked from sending anymore emails to Fairy's authorized buyer. What is it seriously going to take for idiots like this to quit? Trying to ruin Fairy's happiness with the ongoing stupidity.
How many times does the following need to be said - if you are not a fan of Fairy and don't have a serious interest in her and her talents, stay out of our business!!
'Trolling' - idiotic internet lingo for 'stalking':
To troll someone is to deliberately post inflammatory, offensive, or disruptive content online with the intention of provoking an argument, causing trouble, or getting an emotional reaction.
Fairy Mercury - It's funny, Jorge, what Francis wrote to me about the bs. 'Wow! Someone's stalking and lusting hard like a weirdo attention seeker. Needless to say, I unsubscribed from the shit email and blocked. SMFH' Of course, it ruined what we were doing on here. Thank you, Jorge, for posting the definition of 'trolling' ....
Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Who cares. It's creep behaviour, if anything. Then there's that asshole analytics. I asked who's in charge of that how it's going. All those asses do is click on the links on the homepage over and over and never actually interact with the site. Another marketing screw up. They keep wasting money on idiots. I don't know why they did. That one was the only one who seems to get it right. AFTER they were told off, that is. Jorge, talk with the marketing dept. set them straight. I guess I mentioned resilience and called my femmka that for a reason now ... We are sick of meddling idiots.
Jorge Schumann: What do you suggest I do? Do you want me to have whoever in marketing (most likely Steven) cancel the orders citing it wasn't quite what we were looking for? They're better off just lining up that one that was told off just for the fact that the keyword search is showing on console and has improved the site's rankings. It's at position 2 on overrated shit show Google. Now the asshole is sending their spiteful fake Russia visitors. Man, not THAT AGAIN!!
Pavlova (ballet danseur)Â - Yes, Jorge, that is exactly what you are to do. It's meddling shit like that that's causing my femmka to become discouraged and talking of walking away. But she is reminded of her adoring fans and the shit stains aren't her audience. All they are are nothing but meddling jealous crazies who just can't like and accept effeminate 'queens'.
I'm not going to tolerate her happiness and creativity CONSTANTLY being destroyed by meddling jealous stalking idiots, Jorge!! Francis Boyd took the proper action. Eliminate them, as many as we're able to!
Jorge Schumann: All that analytic nonsense is are bots made to seem like real people. The shit is rigged to come to the site and click the links on it over and over and never goes past those links by navigating and interacting with the rest of the site. Deceptive not real people shit. We NEED REAL PEOPLE who want to and/or will become fans of Fairy. Like her over 25 million fan club members. Not fake bot shit of a one man shit show pretending real people are looking. Deceptive and cruel.
This guy right here is selling what I am talking about. The bot software:
Read the entire description the guy has posted. That's the bs those idiots CLAIMING 'real people' are being LIARS by running.
Example of the stupidity of it all (yet the asses think you're a gullible duped idiot). Why would someone in lets say Germany be clicking the navigation menu link over and over and never goes any further than that, such as visiting other pages on the site? Because it's a fake bot rigged to randomly click links over and over mimicking a real visitor. Again, read the guy's description of that bot software he's selling. It clearly explains what I keep trying to explain to you two. Btw, Steven knows all about this type of gimmick and I am ashamed that he is being a fool wasting you guys' money by falling for it. It's no wonder the analytics is such a mess.