All The Dreams We Had

Introduction by Greg Hastings | viVid Photo Studio:

We decided to title this blog post 'All The Dreams We Had' from Queen's 'All Dead, All Dead'. Below, I have added Fairy's rendition of the song. Enchanting, breathtaking and emotional. Complete with nailing to absolute perfection, Freddie/Liza vocals.

Personal fond memories of when the video was created. It was the first time I ever really had any lengthy interaction with the multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur Pavlova. The man that completes Fairy. The 'glam rock Killer Queen' who I have known and have been photographing and filming for over 8 years now.

Footage from Fairy Mercury's 'All Dead, All Dead' video

Pavlova chose to speak Russian, his first language. Everything he said to me was translated in English. I was absolute shit at trying to make videos of/for Fairy. I definitely would not call it 'choreography'! The memory that stands out the most is when Pavlova told me, 'the moment she turns away on the end frame (footage), use the spotlight effect. That is theatre, that is choreography, that is drama! It will leave the audience speechless and longing for more.' Man, and did it! Fairy's adoring fans couldn't say enough of the way the video was put together and Fairy's vocals. The breathtaking part when Pavlova goes out of the arabesque in that pose as Fairy's vocals sing 'at the rainbow's end' to where he turns his light brown bob head on 'and I still hear her own sweet song' as if listening. Fairy gave him the recording of her singing the song, at his request, so he could dance ballet to it for the choreographed video end results.

'All Dead, All Dead'

Choreographed by Russian ballet danseur Rudolf Pavlova. The video features footage of the glam rock queen during her Flight Of The Fairy tour and features Pavlova.

A venue operator at one venue Fairy has performed numerous times had this to say:

'The vocals and piano are eerily Freddie Mercury with a touch of Liza (Minnelli). Haunting and emotional. If there was such thing as surpassing perfection, Fairy has achieved that.

The queen outdid herself with that performance, and the way the video was choreographed completed it to perfection. The imagery was stunning! Pavlova makes me envious to admiration how he delivered to perfection the ballet moves such as the arabesque and pirouettes. If any man is deserving of the lovely superstar Fairy Mercury,

undoubtedly it is Pavlova.'

Page the video appears on: Exotic Prancer

Up next, a long time dream of the glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury's comes true!

Right, dears. Out of the fan club and onto my public site. You will not believe the sort of weekend I had!! As my precious fans with fan club membership know, I had no idea what Greg was on about. 'Long time dream comes true.' Rudy Pavlova stayed his sexy teasing hushed self over the weekend whenever I begged, pleaded and even offer him the most erotic blow job ever with my dripping with gloss lips ... All to no avail.

Actually, the erotic blow job wasn't turned down. During that little bit of naughtiness is when I was told. Omg! I hope all of you can endure more of my sex life after what happened at the end of Becoming Freddie Mercury. HA!

Well, tomorrow, I'll reveal what it is! I am speechless!! Let me drop a hint and all of you luvies can spend until then trying to decipher, since you seem so fond of it.

'Teo Torriatte (Let Us Cling Together)'

The ever so elegant glam rock queen Fairy Mercury flawlessly performing the Japanese song

of Queen. The video was created by Fairy and the Russian ballet danseur Pavlova, who appears along with

live foot of Fairy throughout. Below is partial what Pavlova had to say about making of the video:

The lovely part where she clenches gloved hand, I choreographed it to go along with her effeminate vocals singing '...though I hold the flower that touches you'. The song is beautiful. It reminds me of ballet. Disappointingly and surprisingly not written by her beloved idol Freddie Mercury (who adored Japan) but the guitarist. Footage of myself from one of my (less tragic) ballet productions, I add to part 'they'd say we're all fools, and we don't understand'. She was so very lovely becoming ... shy ... purring, 'where did you get that, Rudy darling?!'

The footage of her throughout, is breathtakingly effeminate and androgynous creature. The love of my life. Fairy being from India (as her idol) speaks Hindi and Japanese fluently. She effortlessly sang both English and Japanese lyrics with perfect Freddie Mercury emulated vocals.

You can read the full making of the video on page: Pouncing And Pooving with continuation on Repertoire

Hello dears. Remember this from 3 years ago?

It is very late here in London. I actually got out of bed just to post this. An apology that I didn't post what I was going to today (well, now yesterday). It was my first day of rehearsals with Pavlova and his Haze Theatre troupe (you can see several of them with him on the video) for my week's end Haze Theatre concert dates. A very hectic, busy day! I was so fucking knackered and that's my excuse, which happens to be true! I promise I will put aside time tomorrow to post. Sweet dreams. Fairy

Photographer's Recollection

Loyal Subjects, Fairy hates to disappoint, but she won't be on today either. You have to realize what goes into all this. Stage set up, sound checks, lighting, song rehearsals, etc.

On top of it all, the presentation needs to wow, because not only you, many of her appreciated fans will be in attendance, but also some very important people from England, France, Russia and Austria. Fairy's mother and father from India will also be in attendance.

Tomorrow, for certain, Fairy and Pavlova will be on. So I am going to bring you guys this in the meantime. That silly knackered conversation screencap from 3 years ago.

I remember it. That was when Fae's former costume designer (my ex) took the photo and Fairy, upon seeing it, thought it was awful because she didn't have her makeup on. Then she wondered what Pavlova would think of her without it. At that time, they had just started dating. So she decided to text it to him. As you see, the results in that screenshot of the text.

Up Next: Along with Fairy's long time dream come true.

Fairy gets told to 'fuck off' in the most hilarious way.

Two days before the 1st big night of the highly anticipated Haze Theatre concert, the very unpredictable divine lush creature that is Fairy Mercury does something absolutely mad!

The hilarious moment the glam rock Killer Queen gets told to 'fuck off' and her very campy response as told by Loyal Subject (fan) Stuart Mosley.

I stand corrected, the fan's name is Stuart Mosley. I accidentally wrote the surname of the fan club member listed above him. Sorry, Mr. Mosley. Regards, Greg Hastings

Below is his write up. Of course, I added photos so it won't be just plain text.

Following by fan Stuart Mosley (London):

So my doorbell rings and I go see who it is. As soon as my eyes light on the exotic creature at the door, I immediately knew who it is. Who even looks exactly like Freddie Mercury out of the 1970s?! I mean, 'she' was so androgynous. Dramatic dark looks. Long black hair, slender exotic beauty in all black satin.

The first words out of my mouth were, "oh, no way! Fuck off!' Fairy replied in this whispery purr, "all right then." followed by a little giggle and turned as if to go, as if taking me seriously. I gasp in stunned amazement, "this can't be real! What are you doing at my house?! You are unmistakably Fairy Mercury." Then I about die as I look out and see a Rolls Royce parked in front! Might as well have shown up in a bloody limo because a Rolls Royce isn't any less inconspicuous.

Like a fool, I blurt out, "He's with you, isn't he?" Fairy laughs then purrs, "mmm ... he ... be a little less dramatic, dear. Out of impulse

I randomly chose a fan who got it right. You know, the cryptic from the video." Then pauses with a mischievous grin and purrs, "would you like to meet ... him (short laugh) as well?" without waiting for a reply, 'she' gestures with the black nails left hand, heading off to the Rolls. I can't even walk! Jelly legs, nervousness. I try to keep some sort of composure, bringing myself to head to the Rolls Royce.

Fairy slinks into the backseat as what I take it to be one of Pavlova's bodyguards opens the door for 'her'. The man closes the door, then coldly eyes me. What do you even say to a multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur who is Nureyev lineage?! I glance in at him, then see a guy who I recognize from off our glam rock queen's site. The Pavlova valet/stage director Ron Craster. I just can't bring myself to talk to 'the ... fairy ... tale couple', so I say to I'm sure is Ron Craster, jokingly, "I guess I was the contest winner of a contest I wasn't even aware was being held." The guy laughs. Man, I am so nervous! All I can do is glance!

I glance in seeing Fairy hug Pavlova's arm to 'her' with a quiet laugh.

I hear Pavlova say something in Russian, and the man (Craster, I was pretty sure of it) says to me, "long time fan, huh? You must be to have guessed right."

(Left: Haze Theatre stage director Ron Craster with Pavlova. Also, Pavlova valet and stage design for Fairy's rock concerts)

I reply,"two year in. 2021. Long time enough. Fans don't really care about 2018-2020. To perform Hyde Park or in Japan. Those are Fairy's dreams.'

I hear the whispery exotic purr from inside the Rolls say, "aww, thank you for your fandom."

Then laughs, "I hope you overcome your shock"

I see Pavlova make a gesture, glancing out at the too obvious bodyguard who then gets in after saying to me, "they need to leave now" It took all I had to get my still jelly legs to move and get inside. I collapsed in the foyer, convinced I dreamt it all!!

Let Us Cling Together

Right dears. I think this is very cheesy and not really romantic. How about you , dears? When a boy, during sex, wants to 'take you' somewhere exotic. Not literally, of course. Rudy being such a prince, and very romantic, isn't prone to cheesiness. I was giving him the most erotic blow job ever and during it, between the moans ... I hear his sexy Russian accent breathe, 'do you still want to go to Japan, baby?'

I dug my black nails (left hand) into his thigh. I mean, seriously! I let his enormous fucking cock drop out of my mouth and bury my face into his thigh as he takes hold my black nails left hand. I hear him speak in Russian. He then says in his broken English, 'you hear what I ask, yes?' I know he isn't meaning some cheesy taking me on some 'floating around in ecstasy' (from Queen's 'Don't Stop Me Now') trip to Japan. I raise my midnight black hair head and gaze at him, purring, 'what do you mean, exactly, Rudy darling?'

His gorgeous blue-gray eyes gaze at me, hand caressing my cheek, Russian accent breathing, 'do you still wish to perform in Japan? One of your dreams, yes? Two nights Osaka. Two nights Tokyo. Next spring. Start of new tour, femmka.'

All I can do is bring myself to gasp, 'truly?!' Shock disbelief setting in. We had a wild ‘sex celebration’ that you don’t even want to begin to hear about, dears! I already have the name of my 2026 spring/summer tour!! Teo Torriatte.

Let us cling together, you and I, my precious fans! I appreciate you all!!

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I find time to quickly post. Hopefully my femmka and I will have more time later. We laugh over fan's 'write-up'. Fairy always finds it embarrassing to read about herself put into words. She comes to car and gets in purring, 'he told me to fuck off. Can you believe it?' and laughs. I was about to have words with fan until my femmka tells me not seriously. She is silly girl. On whim, she tells me, 'lets surprise a fan and show up to their home, Rudy darling. It will be such fun!' I tell her, good publicity, but I will not be able to get out of car or associate with commoner. She didn't care, as long as I accompanied her.

Fairy and I will post more soon.

Fairy Mercury: It's funny. Rudy asked me to elaborate on what I posted. After making it a point to remind me 'I'm hardly a boy, femmka.' I told him, some guy I knew was always taking the piss out of this guy he was dating who had this cheesy pick up line (I had to take time out to explain to him what 'pick up line' means) that he wanted to take you to (VERY cheesy) 'paradise'. Omg! What a turn off! Awkward and lame! Rudy's reply to it, 'blasé nonsense of non-romantic commoners. I like sex we have very much.'

When some cheesy lame wanker wants to take (fuck) you to "paradise"...

Me and Rudy with 'ooookay' expressions. We'll be on again, soon, dears. xx Fairy

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - To Hal Hamochi. My femmka, your 'top billing', find it funny her adoring fans write in requesting you to be added to courtiers page. So we are going to make next thing we post be about what was added to that page about you ...

Fairy 'snatching your wig' in old Polaroid.

Hello dears. I start rehearsals for my Cornwall concert dates tomorrow.

So we are taking the time to post today. My delictable Russian prince is hilarious that Polaroid thing he posted. We laughed so hard when many of you emailed the website asking for my manager to be added to the courtiers page.

I myself searched my website for this. It is under the header 'Brighton Is Wild', which appeared on the page Poseur And Danseur. I'll copy/paste part of it below:

She laughed so hard and just had to give fan Ethan Cowen of Brighton a nod. Ethan's comment he left in the comments accompanied by a gif he made of video he 'secretively shot' caught the glam rock queen's attention.

Comment as follows: 'Loyal Subjects! I attended Killer Queen's sold out Brighton show Friday. I spotted Pavlova in the VIP section chatting up some old geezer. I secretively quickly taped some of it. Here's a gif I made of it. Fairy was soooooo f 'n stunning. Breathtaking. She's not even real. Figment of one's imagination.'

[Gif removed]

Fairy's reaction to the comment.  Her wild laughter and in her sibilant purr, 'add it to the new page! I can't quit laughing!! I teased Rudy and told him, 'Rudy darling, I bet you won't be caught sitting in the audience ever again.

I mean, really?!' I laughed so hard over his reply! He told me, 'how you say, femmka? At least it's not an unflattering shot.' [Read the entire dialogue here]

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - The 'old geezer' happens to be my femmka's manager. Fairy finds it funny how curious her adoring fans are. I will tell sometime this week of what Hal Hamochi briefly speaks of in content added to courtiers page. When I secretively attended one of Fairy's performances at his cabaret upon learning of her existence. The very first time I had seen Fairy perform live, in person. The part that really ... arouses ... me is when she pauses and her lovely soft sibilant purr, purrs, 'now listen, honey' (around @3:02 on video time).

This off soundboard recording photographer put to vido footage of Fairy, is the perfromance she did.

Up Next! The ballet bad boy Pavlova details having seen the glam rock Killer Queen performing live for the very first time, the fall of 2021.

Face To Face

• Exclusive!! Multimillionaire Russian ballet danseur Pavlova tells of when he saw the

androgynous rock 'queen' perform live for the first time. ​

Meeting Fairy in person and Fairy recounts her very first visit to Haze Theatre that

left her begging for ... erm ... WHAT?!

Newer fans unfamiliar, you might want to read old pages on site to familiarize yourselves with how Fairy came into my existence. Details. I will briefly summarize. She was brought to my attention by now deceased Dame Eleanor who was told of Fairy through (auction broker and Fairy’s authorized buyer) Francis Boyd. I go to website and am immediately enamoured (filled with love and desire, captivated) by what I see and hear. I have my financier sign up pseudonym account for fan club site so I can learn more of this desirous creature in likeness of Freddie Mercury.

Then I come to find out Hal Hamochi gave this exotic creature start in his cabaret and still performs at cabaret (even after becoming successful entertainer). So I arrange to attend one of Fairy’s performances there. This is when she was doing her very first ‘mini tour’ she titled Flight Of The Fairy. Trying out touring instead of performing, stuck, at one venue (the cabaret). Venues in different cities throughout England.

I am accompanied by several people and we come discreet. We even arranged with Hamochi to be seated NOT in VIP section. Not wanting to draw attention, have people wondering or even recognizing. I tell them, ‘I shall go like Prince Albrecht in ballet of Giselle. He comes to village in guise of a peasant to woo peasant girl Giselle.’

They praise, ‘yes! This is theatre. Magnificent!’ Because at first, they were unwilling, unaccustomed to this environment. We arrive and are escorted to arranged seating. As soon as she graces the stage, I am deeply in love. Half naked exotic creature in very low cut satin catsuit. Right down to navel/midriff. Tits exposed. Graceful, effeminate, elegant moves. She is every bit Freddie. The stage presence, performances/singing, etc.

I am disappointed when show ends. I could stay in that moment forever. I decide I MUST meet her face to face. So we devise a plan to have her come to Haze Theatre. Still under guise. I am supposedly manager and am contemplating having her perform at venue. I have dressing room and I have office there. I own Haze Theatre. There is difference between owner and manager. A manager manages the operation. I am ballet danseur! Manager is peasant work. All the time waiting for her arrival, I am nervous. Rarely I am. Even before a ballet performance. It is love for this bohemian creature that makes me very nervous.

I wonder, what should be my first words to her? I think, I must be honest. How to tell her

I am ballet danseur not peasant manager. ‘Will you do the fandango?’ from Queen’s magnificent ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ comes to my mind. I am told later after recounting the moment, ‘why that?! Why that of all things, you wonder. It was Nureyev! He puts this in your thoughts. He gives you your creativity. In death, he is guiding you to your destiny.’

Fandango is a dance. When she enters the office and I am ‘up close and personal’ with her. Able to study her in detail and not on a distant stage, no words can describe my feelings. Simply put, I am deeply in love. I wanted the moment to be romantic and theatrical, but this alluring creature is very shy! I kiss the back of her black nails left hand and breathe, ‘will you do the Fandango?’ I wanted to dance with her!! She shyly flees and I want to chase.

But I tell myself, I must control these overwhelming emotions! Ballet is exhilarating, magical, romantic.

I am told of this later and am quite embarrassed by it! I am told that most likely it was why she became shy and left. She had seen me nude. She will tell of this next.

Pavlova’s Forbidden Desire

As this exclusive continues.

Excerpt: ‘These people who accompanied me, upon being told of the ‘divine lush creature’ who was much reincarnation of Freddie Mercury, wanted to see for themselves. Ballet people having known Nureyev and/or Freddie Mercury. Associated with Sir Joseph Lockwood (chairman of Royal Ballet and Queen’s record label EMI)’ tells the Russian ballet danseur Pavlova.

PLUS! The ever so elegant Fairy recounts seeing Pavlova nude and how he looked so familiar. Then realizes he looks like Nureyev!

• Defining behind the scenes moments

• Including exclusive photos

Such as these to start it all off with.

(Click to enlarge gallery screencaps)

My precious fans, a heated argument ensued and I have decided this 'exclusive' will not continue. Once again, I am forced into making changes just to prevent stupidity. I truly appreciate each and every single one of you and your fandom and interest in me and my talents.

Apparently, some gay hater who can’t stand a tarted up effeminate gay male (me) just wants to jeer and pretend they’re the audience and cause conflicts. Trying to make me less of the star and seem unpopular over others I have on my site. Who are only here to help promote me, etc. to you, my precious fans.

As you know, dears, Tuesday I start rehearsals for this coming Fri. and Sat. Cardiff dates. Another very busy week! I live and long for the stage. Performing before all of you who are able to come out and see me. Thank you for buying tickets. I can’t ever thank you enough for your fandom! For choosing me.

Love and kisses to you all, darlings. Fairy

One pant leg black, one white. Depicting the white and black queen.

JUST IN! Loyal Subjects, get ready to be excited! I have told from the lilting lips of Killer Queen herself, a teaser for her upcoming new music video will be revealed when the exclusive continues!!

Announcement from Pavlova

I have appointed Jorge Schumann as Fairy's manager. A Public Relations man usually acts as a manager (publicist, agent - has many titles) for an entertainer.

Definition: A publicist is a person whose job is to generate and manage publicity for a company, a brand, or public figure – especially a celebrity – or for work or a project such as a book, film, or album. Publicists are public relations specialists who maintain and represent the images of individuals, rather than representing an entire corporation or business. Publicists are also hired by public figures who want to maintain or protect their image. Publicists brand their clients by getting magazine, TV, newspaper, and website coverage.

I myself have been an entertainer before I even met my femmka, your star. I already have such people through Haze Theatre and other sources ... Do not minimize who I am ...