Holding Court
- Fairy Mercury

- Oct 29, 2025
- 11 min read
Updated: Dec 19, 2025
Many have heard the phrase. What exactly does it mean?
The phrase defined: be the centre of attention amidst a crowd of one's admirers
The new blog post will feature details of the upcoming Fairy Mercury music video and more.
Hello dears, after all that crazy inconvenient quite exhausting video transfer fiasco, we're ready to get on with things. Sharing new photos, I'll start out this new post with this.
What will you be for Halloween?




My precious fans, as many of you noted, the last time my public site had been posted to was two days before Halloween. I'll admit, I have been struggling. I have been secretively emotionally struggling since that 'plunging incident' that all of you are very familiar with what I mean by that (the long time fans, any ways). That was 4 years ago as of this month. Over the past 4 years, I have been struggling emotinally to the point where the recent bs finally caused an emotional break down. My delectable hubby, Rudy Pavlova, spoke with several people and found me some help. I am doing better. Enough to gradually proceed.]
I would like for you to watch this clip from a video I was asked to watch. Stoicism is what I am practicing to improve my emotional well-being. So I can learn to cope with jealous haters, homophobics and negative people so they don't continue to destroy my emotional well-being.
As we left off, Rudy and myself are working on a new music video. We are going to go ahead with 'Another One Bites The Dust'. It's going to be something a bit different. Campy. It will be like a 'taking the piss out of' haters. It will be fun, as I said - campy. I have often said
I don't do negativity, and I meant that! That's the person I want to be. A funloving positive person. With the help I needed, I am embracing that, my true self, once again.
Thank you for your fandom. For making me feel loved, wanted and appreciated. It encourages me and inspires me. xx Fairy
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - I am thankful my femmka confided in me her struggles. I got her help. We must warn fans, if you are using a VPN/proxy, you will not be able to view Fairy's site. You must disable it! Everywhere has been blocked except European countries and Japan. We have sat in motion avoidances to help her better her emotional state.
As the help I have got for her told us, 'it is not fair to her, because she needs the online presence in order to continue to succeed in her success as an entertainer and her positive goals in that.'
We are ridding of 'toxic' people and things that emotionally hurt her and anger myself. We want nothing to do with negative things or people who drag us into a negative mindset. Negativity is boring and unattractive! We want nothing to do with it!! We mind our own business and don't bother anyone and we're not going to tolerate meddlers, jealous haters, homophobics or anyone who causes negativity. How many times was if you're not a fan of Fairy, then piss off was said? It's ridiculous. From now on our only focus is on entertaining you, her adoring fans, with this public site and staying to ourselves about it.

Watch this powerful beautiful message, dears. These are some of the things I am learning through my Stocism practices. I am so grateful that my wind swept prince got me in touch with this person! It's wonderful inspirational stuff! Please watch.
Please, please, PLEASE watch this one as well, dears. Another video on Stoicism.
It will be the last one I post. Promise.
Because we seriously need to get on with things. I just love the message in this video. Idiots living with their guilt of the cruel bs they've done to you while you're moving on and not staying stuck. I mean, I can't thank Rudy enough for putting me in touch with this!
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - The practice of Stoicism has helped my femmka immensely. I am glad for that. Usually she would have become very upset over this, that damn LoserTube has blocked more of her videos. In order to handle it in a positive approach (that Stoicism teaches), we are going to remove ALL videos from there now. This process will take a very long time, Fairy's adoring fans. We are not going to feel overwhelmed thinking we have to do it all at once. We will gradually do it until all has been removed.
I discovered it when I went to get the URL of one of them to post for all of you, her adoring fans, to enjoy in the meanwhile now she has revealed the next video we are working on for her. Hopefully all of you can watch it and your country doesn't happen to be one of the countries it was blocked in. Those people are jokes. But as that video my femmka posted (above) teaches, it's not worth explaining yourself to others. Such as that is Fairy and her own performance. The footage is myself and her, the music is her and her mock up Queen band. The fools just won't get it and again, it's not worth explaining. We're done doing that. Only people worthy are those who get it without explanation.
The video is very educational and very good. It reminds Fairy and myself of a lot of the bs/people we're letting go of and moving on from.
Jorge Schumann (Manager/PR for FM): Pavlova AND Fairy, what seriously are those nutters problem?! Who cares! Not about giving out negativity. Reflect it away. Btw, those two videos the ever so elegant glam rock queen posted on here, this entire world could benefit from. Her fans are so happy for her and for you getting her help. With that said, I am going to go ahead and remove the video and post the webhosting video player with it. Too bad too, because the channel has subscribers and that video has many 'likes'. As if that matters. It's pity when you weigh it against positivity and well-being ... The emulation video I am going to upload to here, as well, another idiotic recently blocked. As Fairy said, they better start blocking reborn wanker's crap. Any emulation stuff they better block and not be singling Fairy out all because of a-hole internet/privacy leak ass clown issue.
Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Thank you for doing that, Jorge. Her lovely effeminate vocals on the song is very ... arousing. I posted the video for a reason. It is eluding to a surprise message Fairy will be sharing with her adoring fans in a few more days. Here are two dressing room photos for fans to enjoy meanwhile.


'Dreams Live On'
(from Queen's 'Teo Torriatte (Let Us Cling Together')
A surprise message coming soon from the glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury.
Xmas plans and more new photos!
PLUS! The newest article on Fairy:
Fairy Mercury: The Androgynous Impersonator Who Sparked a 1970s Iconic Tribute to Freddie Mercury's Legacy
Effeminate Expression Meets Androgynous Glamour
Here are two more new photos for you to enjoy over the weekend, dears.
The first was taken by me. Rudy looking bored af. God, is so he fucking sexy!!!
Me made vintage photo looking at Halloween masquerade Rudy Pavlova and I attended.
In my fur looking like a right bitch. Love and kisses to you all, darlings!! - Fairy xx
OMG! This is so pathetically miserable! I can't wait until Rudy wakes up so I can tell him.
I fucked his cock so hard ... he's asleep now. Any way, my website is ranking for
'Freddie Mercury reborn' (picture me in hysterical laughter).
My surprise message will come within the following days.


Instead of hiding out on my fan club site, I have decided to post to my public site and get on with things now, my precious fans. First off, I can hardly wait for you to read the new article that is being composed about me. Long time due. The past ones received a lot of action. I've kept you in suspense long enough about my surprise message.
I will be ringing in the New Year this time around in JAPAN!! Oh yes, dears! Isn't that grand?
The year of the horse. Rudy, myself, Greg, my manager and a few others will accompany me there. We will be leaving for Japan in mid-December. Osaka, Japan. That was the cryptic behind Rudy posting my video of 'Teo Torriatte (Let Us Cling Together)'
Rudy Pavlova and myself will be on very soon to talk more about it. xx Fairy


Pavlova (ballet danseur) - Tomorrow we discuss Japan and reveal new article. I have finished up artwork of my femmka to accompany it. The man presented it to us and we are very pleased with it. All we need are finishing touches, which will be to convert to PDF and insert links within article. Fairy, you better not be doing what you always do over me using word 'insert' - you overly sexual creature.
Fairy Mercury: Rudy darling, of course I was. You know I have 'issues' with certain words that way. Right. So, dears, here is one location the new article appears as a flipbook. As you know, that is only one. We will be publishing it on many sites/locations, including my Pinterest account. We'll give all of you time to read it and post comments in the fan club comments, if you wish, then either today or tomorrow Rudy and myself will come back on here to discuss it, Japan and other things. Click below to read:
My precious fans, I am sorry we never came on yesterday. Both Rudy and myself have been terribly ill. I hope we feel better soon. I am glad you are enjoying the new article. We'll be working more on the music video once we start feeling better.
In the meanwhile, here is a random video I picked out for you to watch, dears.
Can you believe it's been over three years now since I put out this video?!
'The Prophet's Song'
A live performance Fairy did of Queen’s ‘The Prophet's Song’ during her last show (in Bristol) before going off to Vienna to get married. We hope you enjoy the video and if you haven’t seen her perform, we hope the live footage moves you to want to see the very talented eerily 1970s Freddie Mercury lookalike/incarnate’s tour. It was once again choreographed by Pavlova. One part will absolutely send chills through you that he brilliantly did. The footage of himself as Fairy is singing: ‘Heed me not, let all your treasure make you. Fear for your life, Deceive you not the fires of hell will take you, should death await you ’ – The footage is very theatrical.

Pavlova (ballet danseur) - My femmka's adoring fans, I have wonderful news to share. Those of you who wish for her continued success. In fact, it has given her reason to continue on. How shall I explain? Those of you who use Google, have you noticed if you do search, one of the first things you see is AI result? Her manager (Jorge Schumann) while researching keywords, saw that AI is being displayed on Fairy. I asked him to make screenshot. Here it is below:
The arts/entertainment critic pointed out 'their' is the proper word to use when speaking of someone who is androgynous. I told him, I prefer creature. He laughed. Note to Francis Boyd, I think the problem with 'those people' is that they don't carefully read the correspondence. Now I let Fairy post, afterall, this is her site and you are her fans.
Fairy Mercury: Hello dears. Isn't it just grand what the delectable Rudy Pavlova has shared with all of you?! The arts/entertainment critic asked me what I would like the next article to be? I asked him to write one about 'the FAIRY...tale couple'. Myself and Rudy's relationship, our likeness to Freddie and Nureyev and Rudy's Nureyev lineage. So that is what he will be working on next. Now that Rudy and I are feeling better, we will continue work on my new music video.


The Claws Come Out!
... and, man, do they! After discussing researching keywords with the glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury, I told her that 'reborn wanker' as she calls the jerk, is being dubbed 'Freddie Mercury reborn' by AI and assholes of the world. The claws came out and the reply was campy in a very bitchy way.
This is what the effeminate androgynous exotic 'queen' had to say:
"It doesn’t take much to have ugly cropped hair and paste on a moustache and be ugly.
ANYONE can pull off that ordinary … dowdy … look. Dull.
It takes A LOT to look and sound like 1970s Freddie Mercury. Effeminate, androgynous and glam. But I don’t even have to make the effort. I naturally am him.
That reborn wanker can just bite the dust. I might even dedicate my new music video of me
covering Another One Bites The Dust to the ugly twat."
Teaser for new music video to premiere! Get ready to be excited, 'Loyal Subjects'!
FINALLY, my precious fans, I was able to login. Here are two more new photos I'd like to share with you along with this:
I asked Rudy, 'Rudy darling, I know it's lame, but would you truly do anything for me? He replied yes. Then I said, 'I mean anything, darling. Like, let's say -' off the top of my head, I came up with the most horrible thing, I ... purred, 'anything. Such as drinking my pee.'
He laughed (I mean, he is so fucking sexy!!) and breathed, 'yes, anything, femmka.'
Trying to be so bold or whatever. I then ... purred ... to his valet, 'bring me a
champagne glass' I mean, you should have seen him!! He sat up really straight, obviously trying to be gallant or something, with this slight worried expression on his face. It was hilarious!! He actually thought I was going to take a piss in the champagne glass and have him drink it!
EWWW!!!!! I mean, I wouldn't do that! Disgusting!! His valet brought me a champagne glass and I ... purred ... in the most erotic way possible, 'Rudy darling, would you pour me a glass of champagne?' To do something that is 'servant' is totally out of his his element.
It was adorable, how relieved he looked. He even gladly played the role of servant by pouring me a glass of champagne, AFTER he finally figured out how to uncork the bottle with the help of his valet. Isn't that a riot?!
Enjoy the view .... xx Fairy


Pavlova (ballet danseur) - My femmka is alluring exotic creature, is she not? The sensuous expression she has on face in photo I take of her (I've been longing to capture it in photo) is way she looks at me much. Photo of myself she takes, Fairy is lovely shy creature. She tells me she wishes to take a photo of me. I tell her I go put something on, special ... We are romantic, sexual. I put on new leotard made for upcoming ballet I will dance before we leave for Japan (mid-Dec.). I come out. She immediately turns shy. Blushing. I pose as I do in photo and say, 'take photo, baby'. I forgot (once again) how she reacts when I call her this ...
She shyly gasps, 'What?!' nervously playing with camera, unable to look at me.
I tell her, 'for you, Fairy, take photo'. She quickly raises camera and quickly takes photo.
I was surprised it turned out. Then she turned it into old black and white photo effect.
Greg Hastings | viVId Photo Studio: Sorry to inform you, Fairy no longer has fans, they all 'died from hyperventilating' over those two photos. LOL. Seriously, the photo of Pavlova definitely defines 'homoerotic photography'. The photo of Fairy, what can I say? It is so her as he described the androgynous Freddie Mercury lookalike ... creature.
Are You Ready, Are You Ready For This?
(from Queen's 'Another One Bites The Dust')
Loyal Subjects, are you ready?! Sometime this week, Fairy's new music video releases!!
The Russian prince lord of dance Pavlova trades in his ballet leotard and brandishes a gun
while the glam rock Killer Queen Fairy Mercury beckons she's 'gonna get you too' in new music video covering Queen's 'Another One Bites The Dust'. Killing it with emulation Freddie's vocals and appearance.
At Fairy's request, the video has been removed.
A new blog post will be created soon.
This now ends this post.




